You're Different J.C - K.L (Jian)

23

Whenever I got home, I couldn't see. My eyes were so puffy. All the memories coming back to me and I'm replacing Kian in that situation.

He can't go through that. He could possibly kill himself. He will be so miserable.

I opened the door. And Kian jumped in my arms, wrapping his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck.

"YOU'RE BACK I MISSED YOU BABY" he said kissing me over and over. Gosh I'm sure going to miss this.

"I missed you too" I say. No emotion. I'm to sad, I can't smile.

"What's wrong" he jumped off and frowned. I shook my head and put on a fake smile.

"I'm okay baby don't worry" I grabbed his hand, cradling it in my hand and I felt more tears come. I look down, letting them fall.

He lifted my head up wiping my tears. "Baby what happen" he asked concerned and holding my face and I shook my head once again getting out his grip.

"I'm fine" I say "they uh they were all out of breakfast stuff so I just left it alone" I lie setting my coat down and taking my shoes off.

He nods slowly "why are you crying" he grabbed my hand.

"I just thought of prison life and it made me cry" I lied again and he nods hugging me tightly.

"Dont think about it babe. I love you" I hugged him back tightly. More tears coming.

"I love you too Kian. Just whatever happened throughout the next 2 days, just remember I love you so much and I don't want anything to happen to you" I say in between sobs as he nods. He thinks I'm talking about prison life.

"Nothing will happen baby" he assures kissing me passionately. I kiss back, might as well get as much as I can in the next 2 days.

I break it. Catching my breath since I was still crying. I don't want to loose this.

"I just need to sleep" I rub my eyes. All of this needs to get out of my head. He nods.

"I'll be out here. I love you so much" he smiled and I slightly smile.

"I love you to baby boy" I rub my thumb on his hand and start to walk to the room. "Can you come lay with me" he look back at him and he smiled nodding.

He slipped his shirt off while I did also. We got down to our boxers since we always do.

He slaps my ass making me jump "that booty" he smirked and I slightly chuckle getting into bed and laying down as he gets behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist.

How am I going to let this go? I just got him back and I have to leave him again.

- Kian

I knew Jc was lying. He was shaking uncontrollably and he had a shaking voice whenever I asked. I just wanted to let him calm himself.

I'm worried like crazy, what if something is wrong? Something bad! Its bad he was thinking about prison. I just hope he's okay, I don't want to loose him to anything.

He's scared, I know he is. I just want to sooth him and hold him until he's calm.

I heard faint snores and I saw him asleep. "I love you so much Jc Caylen" I whisper snuggling into him more.

-

Its short LMAO but I didn't have anything else because I wanted to save it for the next chapter but I just wanted to talk about something.

I've been seeing a lot for things about Kian and Jc breaking their friendship up by a fight they may be in. Kian has been hanging out with Corey and others and Jc has been hanging out with Dominic.

What if they do break the channel? The friendship? The ship? The Jian. Everything a fan of there's never wants to happen because its just going to be like the O2L break up. They won't post anymore.

I think it all started whenever Jc posted that 'when she doesn't have tattoos or tinder' thing of Kian crying on Twitter. I mean I'm going to he so heartbroken if they break up.

It's bad that Jc is taking a break. I just feel something bad happening.