You're Different J.C - K.L (Jian)

17

The kiss was perfect. It felt just how I remembered, but more. After a while we both broke the kiss and we had stupid smiles on our faces

"Kian y-you have a boyfriend" Jc says backing up a bit, his smile going down. Making mine go down also.

"But Jc I just noticed how badly I acted because of how he faked the whole thing and I just dont want to be with him anymore" I went toward him and grabbed both of his hands, holding them up to my chest. "I want to be with you again. After 3 years? I wish I would've waited till you had got out and just everything would've been okay" I look down, looking at mine and his feet

"So you're saying you aren't happy with him?" I nod

Ethan doesn't make me happy. Ever since I saw Jc that one day it seems different, my feelings are just going in different directions at the same time

"I dont want him anymore Jc. I want you and you to he mine again. I feel horrible for just ditching you like that" I scoot a bit closer to him. But he backs up, making our hands part

"Kian, I know he makes you happy. As much as I want you back I dont want to ruin anything in your life right now. I've already done enough" he crossed his arms, making them even with each other and making his hands grab his arms. Looking down.

"Jc, you haven't ruined anything. Nothing at all. I was the one who faded away from you and chose to see someone else. It wasn't even my choice" I say, whispering the last part making him look up

"What do you mean it wasn't your choice" he asks with a serious voice and face. How do I exactly explain this?

"Well I can't really explain it?" I raise my eyebrow.  Honestly there is no way to answer this "bullshit Kian Robert Lawley. Tell him exactly how it happened!" The familiar female voice had said in my head. I shook my head

Looking like a idiot. "Fine you have 10 seconds to start telling him" I shake my head once again at her command. Jc looking at me with so much confusion.

"1"

"Kian why are you shaking your head. Its not that hard just tell me, its not like I'm gonna get mad" Jc spoke out, now crossing his arms impatiently.

"2"

He was waiting for me to tell him

"3. Kian come on. 4"

He was getting more impatient

"5. 6. You're running out of time"

You could see the anger, confusion, impatience, in his face

"7"

"8"

"Kian come the fuck on you are wasting time. 9"

"Kian! Tell me!" Jc shouted, bursting all he was holding in

"Fine Kian your choice. 10" there was a knock on the door.

Jc's face soothed up, becoming a different act. He turned around, heading toward the door. Who was it? And why was it right when she stopped counting

"Ye-s?" He stuttered seeing who it was. He looked back at me, moving out the way so I could see.

"Andrea?" There she stood. Smirking with her arms crossed, the dark lip stick she had on matching her long fake nails. The makeup she always wore to cover her insecuritys of herself.

"I told you Kian" she spoke. Her voice matching with the one in my head...

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Been gone haha feels good to be back eh?