Deep Down With Depression

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So yeah.. For morning, I were very hyper, and I did great in school.
When I got home, I were like dead.
I literally went straight to sleep, and slept like 6 hours. Well then I woke up, and I werent able to do anything.. I just laid on my bed.. mom tried to get me eat, but I'm not hungry, last time I ate were 10 hours ago. Fuck I'm dead. I JUST CAN'T!?!?!!?

I'm scared of my best friend who is literally like brother to me. I'm scared that (s)he gets amgry to my being. As I try to softly tell him(her) to do the Geography things, he starts to snap at me, like today he did.

My mom won't understand how I feel, and how I'm mentally sick. She just makes it worse, and she knows it, and she continues it.

I'm wreck.. I'm ruined.. fuuuck...
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IF YOU WANNA ASK SOMETHING JUST GO AHEAD FUCKASS