Deep Down With Depression

Silent 2#

Written: 24.08.2016

Warnings: Depressing, Self-harm, sexual content and some abuse!

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*Random's aka Alex's pov*

I tried to ingrone those fuckboys next to me, and someway listen to teacher as I drew to my notebook.

"Alex, hey!" I heard famous fuck boy Henry to whisper. I ignored him, like always.

"I can make noises out of you, if we meet after school." He winked, and his friends started to laugh. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Oh, not gonna speak? Then I'll say that you're coming!" Henry said and turned back to his friends, with evil smirk.

I contiuned drawing, it was couple, not just normal couple drawing. Me and some 'oc' I made. We both bloody, me in their arms, usual what I draw.

Bell rang and I were first to left class.

*after school*

I were walking to home, as someone yanked me to side. I ripped my headphones off and looked at who yanked me. There were Henry with his friends.

"Oh hello, Alex." He smirked, looking staright into my eyes. "Ready to get some teaching to your voice chords?" Henry came closer me.

I pushed him away. His friends rushed to me, ad I tried to get away. They hit me few times, and then hold me on my place, by my clothes and one had his hand on my neck.

"You bitch! Wanna lesson, huh?" Henry came to my face, laughing a bit. He knee kicked my stomach, then yanked my hair.

I felt something deep in my throat, but I let it be and kicked Henry. Then pulled myself away from other assholes and ran home.

"Where the fuck have you been!?" My mom screamed right into my face in moment I opened my door.

I angrily pushed my mom from my way and rushed to my room. I locked the basement door as well.

I dropped my bag to floor and took my permanent marker, jumping on my bed, and starting to write on wall.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS TEIR PROBLEM"

That's what I wrote. Usually when I came home, I writed first sentence in my head, to wall. So my wall were full of deep shit.

I heardy mom scream outside, but stop when she got too tired. This is everyday life for us. I started to do my homeworks, and listening music.

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Probably very shitty, as I've told, I've been veeeryy tired... so yeah... Peace out pancakes!

-Alex J.S