Deep Down With Depression

040717

01.40 am

It must have been over 6 months. Since I wrote here. I rode my two chaps and quess im just getting worse... also I feel like I want to continue writing Silent. It seemed good.

If you wonder? Im 15 now. Still called Alex. Still depressed and shit. Lot happened.

My bad habbits got worse... my image of world and society is rotten to death.

You see i dont care about grammar. I know you understand if i dont use ' that or caps some lettets... i know you know how to read it.

Some might think i have no clue of english and its grammar... but the fact is, im just too tired to care.

I really hope ppl reads this. These diary parts. It could tell them something about depression in everyday life..

Its way different than said...

Im on summer break yay. Going to America yayyy. You know how my face looks as im hapoy about a trip? Blank. I can't have fun like others. I cant beam in joy like my mother did.

My dream come tru and I just böankly stare and smile a bit

This is it...
Yep..

Farewell I wait to write again...

     -Alex J.S