Lately I've just been thinking / thoughts I shouldn't be thinking / it's been hard and I've been trying / it's been awhile since we've been speaking / and I can't help but be hoping / that you're enjoying the days without me / as much as I enjoy the days with you
I'm struggling and I'm tangling / all my thoughts into a ball / because I need you and I miss you / and I'll punch the wall / because I hate you / I scream fuck you / you don't care / you don't want me / to you I'm nothing / I'm just here / I'm broken / I'm mistreated / but I can't blame you / I don't blame you / I let you / I allowed it
I might be wrong / tell me I'm wrong / I can hope / I can dream / tell me I'm just hurt / I'm confused / I don't know what I mean / this can't be it / it's not over / things will change / they'll get better / I have to be wrong / tell me I'm wrong / because I don't want to be right
it's morning and I'm waiting / for you to look my way / I'll wait and wait and wait all day / right now there's hope / right now I'm positive / but I don't know about the night / I might fall asleep still waiting / I might have to face tomorrow the same / with hope and positivity / just to get crushed / to let myself down / it's morning / I'm waiting / you'll care / you'll come
its afternoon and my head hurts / I'm starting to miss you just a bit / my hope is falling / and so is my head / I'm only looking at the floor / the sky is grey today / not blue like me / but I'm holding on / I'm fine / I know I'll be alright / I'm just hoping / wishing / waiting / what will be tonight
it's night / and once again / I've destroyed myself / by hoping / wishing / waiting / for something that won't come / so I'm back to thinking / thoughts I shouldn't be thinking / it's hard and I'm trying / how I wish that we were speaking...
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Poetry
PoetryI write poems. I decided to post them on here. Why? No reason. Just cuz I can. Maybe someone will like them. Or relate. So um enjoy, I guess :-)
