suicide ..for give me for i have sinned

Just a baby

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Stop please Stop!!!!!!! The young girl screamed, hoping her mother or just somebody would hear her. But who was she fooling? Even she knew just like everybody else in her life knew around these hours of the night if her mom wasn't out being a Hoer she was probably past out in the next room high off drugs.

Kelly was only 15. She lived with her mother two brothers tom and jerry, two sisters Luci and crystal. and what ever man came home with her mother for the night. So this wasn't new to her screaming at some strange man as he detours in her room in the middle of the night touching and feeling on whom ever he see fit and tonight it was luci the youngest.

What are you doing!! She's only 3!! Please leave her alone!! Kelly tried with all her might to push the over weight slob that smelled like nothing but beer sweat and dirty draws off her youngest sister. Please! Kelly sobbed please just leave her alone. She felt helpless watching the drunk touch her little sister.

Take me.... Her voice crackled through her deep breathing and tears..please just take me. The man lift his head and looked into kellys eyes with out saying a word grabbed her by her pink pajamas shirt and threw her on to the hard wooden floor stripped off her clothes and unzipped his pants..........

This is how it all began no I'm not Kelly ......I'm the little sister....luci

Luci :pov
Police surrounded the house. Next thing I know I'm getting told by some lady I never meet a day in my 3 years of living to come with her.

I'm a pretty smart kid I would never go with someone I don't know. But then I saw this strange lady had my flower book bag on her shoulder. Im pretty sure my big sister Kelly must have gave it to her. My big sister raised me and she was like a mother to me.

But to make sure .....Sissssssss I screamed at the top of my lungs. At that moment the man looking lady (and I say lady loosely due to the thick mustache right above her top lip) grabbed my frail arm and started walking me into the hall way.

I kicked screamed and fought with all my little might until I seen Kelly running towards me. I looked up at the he she with a smug smirk on my face. Now do what you just did to me in there bisssh in front of my sister. Of course I thought this in my mind I didn't want to get a whooping either.

My smile quickly disappeared as my eyes met my sisters. I was only three but age doesn't matter when it comes to looking some one in their eyes and they are blood shot red from them crying at that moment you feel the hurt.

I got her; Kelly told the lady guy and picked me up in to her arms and held me so close to her chest that I could hear her heart racing out her chest I could hear her trying to slow her breathing Down.... I'm so confused what's going on

Kelly walks outside of our apartment complex with me still smothered in her chest. To be honest even though I can't breath I feel safe. I hear a mans low raspy voice behind me. Ok its time to go. At that moment Kelly knelt down with tears in her already blood shot eyes and said.

Luci you know I love you right?

Yes I answered. Ok so you have to do what I say and go with these people. But I don't want to ..I started to protest then she cut me off. luci go with them only for a little bit and I promise I'll come and get you. OK I said believing her. Little did I know that would be the last time I would see her until I turned 14 years old.

Ok readers from here on out its going to get personal I will try my best not to leave any thing out and describe everything in details day by day beatings ,rapes,suicidal in counters and close murder in counters .....enjoy and feel free to comment