Shyless Pain

" T H A N K Y O U "

3rd Person POV

Roger stood up from where he was sitting and slowly walked to the door, the door made no sound as silence filled the air once more, in the door stands Shy's mother, who is tired and eyes filled with pain and sadness.

Roger whispered something to Shy's mother that Shy couldn't hear, a small painful gasp that her mother made, made her jump, she never heard her mother gasp like that since....since she heard about Her father's death.

Loud sobs and cries felled the whole room, as her mother fell down to the floor crying her eyes out, Shy thought 'she must have heard..she must have known by now that Blaze is-..' She didn't dared finish.

Shy felt pain in her chest, like thousands-no Million knifes stab her in the back at the same time over and over again.....she felt her whole world braking again at the sound of her mother cry. Shy stood up and Walked slowly past them, Roger was hugging Her mother, and her mother holding tight to him for balance. Roger looked up at her when she walked past them, Rogers face was different, he looked angry.. But not at her..nor her mother...he looked like he was telling her to hurry, like he didn't want to let her stay in the same room with them...he wasn't angry, he looked like he was saying be careful.

Shy walked up to her room and closed the door and locked it, shy looked up at the ceiling thinking what should I do now, she was thinking about her brother, about what happened that night, was it really all true? Was this really all true?

Shy touched her chest because she felt pain, not pain from her brothers death..a..different kind of pain. Shy noticed the necklace wasn't there in her neck "what the..." She said looking up and searching for the necklace. Shy wanted to go out and search for it but she was afraid about Rogers warning... So she just waited.

Shy lay down on her bed again humming and waiting, she didn't even noticed that it was raining out side, the  sound of rain drops falling down out side made her calm.. It made her sleepy as well, she decided to take a short nap..it wouldn't hurt, right?

Wake up

Please wake up

I know it's hard but I know you can do it...

Please wake up

Wake up

Ỳ̫̪͔͍͙̰͆͂̐̅͂̽̔́̚͜ͅ ͔͎̳͉̱̘̹̠ͩͩ̐̿ͬ̑͌͊͌O̡̘̠̣͇̠̤̪͆̀̃͋ͣͧͯ̎ ̞̣͇͇ͫ̈́ͣͥͣ̏͊ͮ̈́͜͡U̵̖̼͓͚̪̝̲͇ͨͧ͛̕ ̷͉̻̑ͥ̐͢ ̴̵̠̟̩̭̾̃̇ͧ̓C̹̰̙̗͇̖̍̂͋̉̀͟ͅ ̨̟̭͍̬͍̬̥͓̐̾͗̐̎͊̽͟ͅ ͎͙̘̝ͨ̉ͬ̿͝͡Ǎ̷̛͓͎̂̈̏̾ͤ̚ ̰͚̘͔̉̍̈ͥ̕͢N̫̫̼̫͈̂̅̎ͯ͛ͭ̇̚ ̡͒̒̓ͫͣ̅͐̍͝҉͕̺̬̰̩̭'̟͉̊ͥ́T͈̱̼̻͓̱͍̦̄ͬ̓͂͊͝ͅ ̡̛͖͍͓̝ͫ̑̂̍͜Ę͊ͧ͗̄҉̤͍̮̹̩̯͙ ̨̛̞̥̩̣͇̗ͧ̉̍̓͛S̓̌͜҉̮̺̥̤̙̠ͅ ̡̼͊̏̃̀͘͢ͅ ̏̄̑͂͌̚҉̠̩̫̫͉C̤̖̪̯͚͉̗ͪͥͯ̍͐̄ͮ͋̚͢͜ ̶̖͔̮̫̼̞̓́͛Ḁ͙̔͘ ̪̠̹̞̤ͩ͌́̋̾̒͆͡P̧̪̻̖̤͔̩̪̮ͫ̈̅͡ ̶̵̺̳̘ͭ̅̔͆ͫE̦͎̦̹̥̣̪͛͛̐̔ͫͭ͑͌͞ ̷̴̩̠̰̘̯͉̞̪ͧͧ̀̓ͬͭ͐̊̑̕ ̧ͤ̀̆ͭ̀̏͑ͭͫ͜҉̜͉͓ ̟̺̜͚̦̱̩̗̎̔ͪ͢͟

*GASP* "ha...wa-what was...t-that..? A dream..?" Shy sat up clenching her head because it hurts like hell she heard loud static in both of her ears, it made her headache worse, minutes pass and she was calming down, she decided to get a drink to cool her of, when she stood up her vision was blurry but it pass.

She slowly walked down the stairs not making any noise because Roger or her mom might hear her.

She walk to the kitchen and opened the the top drawer to get a cup but she suddenly touched something Else, it was cold so she shivered but she was curious for what it was so she reached her hand and grabbed it and pulled it out * sigh* it was just a knife.. She put the knife down at the corner of the table and walked to the fridge to get cold water.