Max X Reader a Forbidden Love

Really

2 years later
Autumn's POV

I think it's so important to find someone who brings out the best of you and can deal with the bad in you. My life wasn't perfect. Hell it still isn't. People change things happen people die. Literally. But hey that's life. But what I want to know is why something always happens to me? Why do things never work out the way I want them? Why can't we be a normal family? My eyes started to water as the girls bounded through the door. "Momma." They yelled when they saw me. My hands and leg were bleeding and I looked all around bad. I couldn't stop the bleeding. I couldn't stop the pain. "Go home take care of the kids." Kept playing over and over in my head. Why didn't I stay was Max dying? The girls ran to my side and finally so did my boys. The night I killed Ashur things happened and I got pregnant with another set of twins. Joel and Sam best boys you could ask for. They could talk better than the girls and that always made the girls upset. I mean the boys were younger. Almost 2 and the girls were 2. "Momma what happen?" Joel's soft voice rang through the room while confusion was written on his face. I stayed silent as I pulled small pieces of glass out of my leg. I bandaged my hands since they stopped bleeding. I wrapped gauze around my leg then wrapped an ace bandage around it. "Mommy's fine." I said as I stood up. My once white bathroom was red. I looked in the mirror. My eyes were glazed over and I had tears running down my face. "Let's go get in the car." I said and rushed everyone down stairs. I whizzed out of the driveway and speed off to the hospital. I grabbed the kids and ran to his room. I sat down as the kids circled Max's bed. He had a bandage around his head. He got into a car crash and it was my fault.
FLASH BACK TO 2 hours ago
Our anniversary was coming up but today was his birthday. I had a friend come over to help me. That friend was a guy. We joked around but that was it. He started getting closer and I was uncomfortable. I put my hands on his chest to push him away but he wouldn't budge. He kissed me as Max walked in and I kneed him in the balls. I still didn't know Max was there since my back towards him. "I'm married and you have a fiancée don't kiss me every again. You were supposed to help me for Max's birthday. Fuck you and leave." I said fuming. I turned around and froze. "I can explain I don't know how much you saw." I said looking at Max. "Did he kiss you?" Max asked. I nodded. He punched the guy and and pushed him into the wall. He was furious. "Max stop the kids are here." I pulled him off of him. Max stormed outside. "Max wait!" I yelled running after him. Max was on overdrive as he walked into the street and he didn't see the truck. It hit him sending him down the road as I ran after him. My ex friend came out and grabbed me throwing me onto the truck. I rolled on its hood and my hands smashed through the windshield. Glass flew out everywhere. I limped my way to Max his breathing was getting heavier and his breaths were too deep. "Max I'm here I'm here."
Present Time

Oh it was all my fault. A sob raked through my body. The kids eyed him like candy wondering what was wrong with him. He laid there his heart beat slow and steady. I grabbed his hand and his heart rate speed up. Nurses rushed in and once they saw me removed me from the room. The fixed my hands and leg and I limped back in. Max sitting on bed with boys at his feet and the girls doing a million things to help him. "Hey." His eyes snapped up. He waved me over. He pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry." I said quietly. "It's not your fault." He whispered back. I nodded against his shoulder. Is this what family is? I smiled as I looked around. We may not be perfect but we love each other.