You stare at yourself in the mirror and you were a mess. Your hair was all tangled, your eyes were red and puffy, and you had mascara smeared all over your face. The night before you had an awful break up with your boyfriend of two years, Harry Styles. You had casually mentioned how busy he always is and it quickly turned out of control as the dreaded words came out of your mouth
"Well then maybe we shouldn't be together"
You couldn't believe yourself; you broke up with the only person that made you happy. You decided to spend the day in your pajamas, with two tubs of ice cream, a spoon, boxes of tissues, and the titanic. You dragged your body downstairs to wallow in self pity.
*LATER THAT EVENING HARRY P.O.V.*
I was onstage, but I wasn't really there, my mind was somewhere else. The events of the night before kept replaying in my mind and I was trying to hold back the tears that threatened to spill over my eyes. The girl I loved for two years just ended it with me, and there is no way she would ever want me back. I put on a smile for the fans, but even the boys knew that I was hurting.
"You alright mate?" Louis whispered in my ear
I shook my head no, and walked away to sit on one of the steps of the stage. The concert went along so slowly and I wanted nothing more than it to be over, but we still had a whole set of songs left. I heard the instrumentals for the next song play and I almost broke down. This was her favorite song...Over Again. Liam started to sing
"Said I'd never leave her cause her hands fit like me t-shirt, tongue tied over three words, cursed..."
I couldn't help but let a small tear slip down my cheek, but I quickly wiped it away. We all sang the chorus, but I sang much softer than normal. I was about to break, but I had to muster up the last of my strength to sing my solo
"can we take the same road two days in the same clothes and I know just what she'll say if I can make all this pain go-"
Then my mind went blank. The music kept playing and the crowd and the boys were silent. I couldn't take it anymore. I dropped to my knees and sobbed, Louis came over and brought me up and took me to one of the dark corners of the stage where no one could see me.
"Harry what happened just now?" he asked. I didn't answer; I just stared blankly with tears rolling down my face.
"The shows almost over, just go calm down back stage and the rest of the boys and I will finish up" Louis said as he gently nudged me towards the exit of the stage.
I watched as Louis ran back out and apologized, stating that I wasn't feeling very well and they continued on with the performance.
I slowly trudged my sorry ass into the greenroom and plopped down on the couch and waited for the show to be over. I needed to see her, I don't know why; I just need to see her face.
I waited patiently as I heard the show come to a close and soon enough all the boys came rushing into the room and just stared at me
"Harry mate, what happened" Zayn questioned as he walked over to me and put a hand on my shoulder
I refused to say anything,
"Are you going to say anything" Liam asked
Still nothing
"Harry, just, tell us what you need so we can help you, because you have to perform, we cant just stop shows like this" Niall spoke up
"Y/N" was all I could say
The boys just nodded their heads and Louis left to go make the call
*YOUR P.O.V.*
I had just finished up the notebook and decided to check my twitter, I skipped all the hate and then something caught my eye
"Harry Styles of One Direction breaks down while on stage"
I was so tempted to look on Harrys' twitter but I decided against it, I had to get over I'm and stalking his twitter feed wouldn't help, all of a sudden my phone rang and the caller ID said it was Louis
"Hello?" I asked with a questioning voice
"Hey Y/N um it's Louis and I was wondering if I could talk to you about Harry" he asked
"Lou, I really am not in the mood to talk about him right now, I'm trying to move on" You explained to him
"I know, you guys had a difficult break up, but harry is a mess! He completely broke down at the concert and we had to stop early because he couldn't even sing anymore, and now he won't talk to anyone except you, I really need you to come down here please" Louis begged
'"Louis, Harry is a big boy, I'm sure he'll get over it soon, I just don't think it would be best for me to see him" You tried to argue back
Truth is, you really wanted to see harry, but then you felt ashamed, you broke up with him, and you caused him so much pain, and you didn't want to make anything worse
"Please Y/N I can't stand to see my best mate like this, just please" He begged
"Fine, where are you guys at?" you asked defeated
"The Hilton Hotel, room 206" he replied with relief in his voice
"Okay fine, ill be there in 30 minutes" You said
"Great, thank you so much" Louis thanked you
"Yeah yeah" You replied before hanging up the phone.
Well this means that you have to clean yourself up a bit, you took a quick shower and threw your hair up into a ponytail. You then decided you weren't going to try to impress harry (too much) since you weren't a couple anymore, so you just threw on some gray sweat pants, and a tight black shirt. You then slipped on some black vans and headed out the door. Traffic wasn't too bad, so you got there pretty quickly, you got in the elevator and went up to the room, it was heavily guarded with security
"Hey Paul" you greeted
"Hello Y/N, all the boys are inside, please try to talk some sense into harry
"Will do big guy" you said as you passed him and walked into the boys room
You saw harry lying down on the couch with his head in his hands, and the other boys were all around him, and it was a bit too quiet for your liking. The boys you knew were always loud and moving, and they were exactly the opposite.
"Hey guys" you said a but timidly as you walked in"
"Y/N!" all the boys exclaimed breaking the silence.
You hugged all of them, and then you looked at harry, he was just staring at you with puffy eyes, and you felt horrible
"Well, we'll just give you guys some time to talk" said Liam as he guided al the boys out of the room
Harry sat up and you slowly walked over and sat down next to him
"What happened tonight" you asked him
"I just, I couldn't do it, we were singing your favorite song and I just couldn't handle it" he said with a few tears slipping down his cheeks.
It broke your heart to see him crying, so you wrapped an arm around him and brought him in for a friendly hug
"Please don't leave me Y/N please I promise I will spend more time with you I just cant lose you" Harry pleaded
You sighed and didn't say anything
"Harry, we just didn't work out, and-'
'No please" he interrupted
You lifted his head up and stared into his green orbs
You were about to say something, but he leaned in and gave you a slow kiss on the lips, at first you hesitated but then you just went with it
"I love you" he whispered
"I love you too" you said back with tears in your eyes no
"Don't ever leave me" he said as he brought you into and embrace
And you never did.
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