I'm A Bad Girl (BWWM)

24. Fear

Amara P.O.V

I jumped from the window and with all the focus I could I used my wings and they help a little making me not hit the ground to hard. I still landed on my hands and knees, but that was okay because I was still alive.

"Amara!" Noah yelled from the window and I looked up.

No one was around the front of the house and all I could feel was fear right now. I stood from the ground and looked around not seeing anyone around but the thick woods on the other side on the road. I looked up at him and he moved forward looking more out and I started to run. I wasn't moving fast as my legs, arms and neck hurt. I put my hand over my neck trying to stop the bleeding, but blood rushed fast down my neck.

I made it to the trees pushing pass large branches as small sticks cut at my legs, arms and face.

"Amara!" Noah yelled with a weak voice.

I looked back at I could feel him getting closer but that only fueled the fear that was already there. I kept moving till I made it to a small field with a little stream in it and I moved to it. I looked back as Noah ran into the field and looked at me. I tried moving faster but he ran to me and grabbed me by wrist.

"Let go of me!" I screamed as loud as I could.

"Amara stop." He said pulling me to him.

I pushed and struggled to get away from him till I dug my nails into his arm and he let me go. I fell into the small stream and looked up at him seeing he was crying too. The water ran over my neck wash the rushing blood from my body. I just looked up at him and he just looked down at me.

I looked at the doctor as he wrapped my neck and after giving he about 30 stitches. He just put ointment on my other cuts and was going to give me pain killers for the other stuff.

"Alright Luna, you'll be fine. Alpha only broke the skin for the most part and stopped just in time, any further and you would have bleed out." He said giving me two small pills in a cup and a bottle of water.

"I need help." I said with my arms hurting to much for me to move them.

He nodded taking the pills from me and I opened my mouth. He dumped them in and put the water to my mouth as I took a big drink from it.

"Alright my Luna, just sit here and relax while I get your X-rays from the nurse." He said smiling at me.

I sat back on the bed when I felt Noah near me again and I looked up seeing him already standing in the room. I quickly stood and he just looked at me walking more into the room and closing the door. I moved back from him and he stood still just looking at me.

"Amara I'm sorry." He said with his voice shaking, before tears ran down his face.

I looked at him and my heart was squeezing in my chest for him but I couldn't help the fear that still ran threw me.

"You were going to kill me Noah." I said looking at him.

"I don't remember what happened but the look on your face and the blood on you was all I need to see." He said fighting his tears but they still came.

"I almost died and from you!" I yelled but he didn't talk.

"I've seen my sister die in a hospital bed, I've been attacked by vampire countless times, I've dealt with my parents wanting me dead. I dealt with all of that but the one person in this world I love the most got the closes to killing me. I was scared of vampire but you but me in a fear that I've been in before." I said and he put his down crying more.

I hate to do this but he need me to tell him what he did and maybe it would stop it from happening again.

"I looked at you and all I saw was a monster, nothing human about you just a wild animal looking for blood. Everything I heard about your father was everything I saw in that room, you are your father." I said to him.

He didn't look up at me as he cried uncontrollably and fell to his knees and I slowly walked to him. I looked as the tears fell to the ground as I stood in front of him resting my hand on his head. He reached up softly hugged me around my hits hit head on my stomach, and I could feel the tears soaking into my shirt. I ran my finger in his hair and noticed that it was still kind of long stopping at the bottom of his neck

"I'm sorry Amara, I'm so, so sorry." He said still crying.

I wrapped my arms around his neck fighting the strong fear that still held onto me. I had to remember that wasn't him but I need to remember that's what he could become if I'm not careful with him. I wasn't going to forget that this happened and I looked up when the doctor walked back into the room.  He didn't look at Noah as he stood cleaning his face and walking to the window.

"Well Alpha and Luna it seems as if you two are both fine. Luna I wouldn't be giving you anymore painkiller because of your condition and Alpha my best suggestion to you is for you to talk with your wolf more." He said before heading to the door.

"Wait what condition do I have?" I said stopping him and he looked at me and Noah.

"Oh my goodness well, you have the heir of the pack in you, three if them." The doctor said and my mouth fell open.

I looked at Noah but he still didn't turn around and I looked back for the doctor be he was already gone.

"How?" I asked Noah.

"You got pregnant about three weeks ago, I noticed just few days ago and I was going to have a pack party to tell you." He said.

I sat on the bed with my mind racing every which and all I wanted was for this day to just end.

"I want it to end too baby." Noah said turning to look at me.