As I pulled up to my house in parked, I didnt even get out as I usually would, instead I just hit and banged on my steering wheel. I punched in punched like it was Noels or Jay's face.
"How the FUCK could she do this shit?!!", I yelled hitting harder, "Who do she think she is not telling me she was still fucking with him?!!, I snapped, "Why the hell do I even care!!?", I shook my head staring at myself in the mirror, "And why the hell am I still sitting here!?".
I snatched my keys out the ignition and walked up to my door, as I was about to put the key in, the knob turned. "what the-". I quickly stood aside posing with my hands like I was holding a bat ready to swing at the person. "why me?". I sighed heavily ready to take there heads off in suddenly the door swung open in I caught myself fast from knocking Connie's ass on cautious.
"Dustin what are you doing!?", she asked jumping for her dear life.
"No the question is what the hell are you doing in my house Connie?, I was bout to bust your shit!", I said angrily brushing pass her.
"Oooh please, with keys Dustin?, that wouldn't of done much", she laughed sitting down at my bar.
"Oh well let me throw them at your face in see how much damage it does", I smirked grabbing a bottle of vodka in a shot glass.
"Oh no sweetie can't mess up my money maker", she smiled patting her face.
I rolled my eyes in poured me a shot.
"I was about to leave anyway seeing as you took forever!", she yelled.
I sighed in shrugged.
"Uh rough night?", she asked grabbing the bottle, I sighed throwing the shot down my throat, "rough isn't the word, why is that the only word you ladies can think of?", she sighed, "Dustin I know we're not on good terms but I know you like I know your damn mind and when you drink you really drink so what's wrong?", I stood there shaking my head, "Not your business", I poured another in began to toss it but Connie grabbed my hand, "Dustin please, this is one reason that I'm sorry to say but one reason why we let you go", I raised a eyebrow being very interested in her words, "Why?", she rolled her eyes, "Your a drunk Dustin', you get pissed in drink out late which cause you to miss meetings or show up late!", she rose up, "This shit here Dustin", she said grabbing my bottle from me as I was in the middle of pouring, "You do not need it!!", she slammed it down.
I sighed then she grabbed the bottle and walked to my kitchen so I followed.
She stared at me smiling ear to ear then turned on the faucet.
" Connie don't you fucking dare", I darted my words at her fast, she shrugged, "You need to stop Dustin, I care about you", she then poured in down the drain in I rushed over bending over the sink like I was vomiting, "Connie that was a $70 bottle!!", I snapped, she shrugged, "You need a $0 bottle", I sighed "You are going to replace this", she shook her head in walked away, "Yeaa your ass better leave!", I said in a little shout and with those words she stopped in walked back to my bar, she grabbed all her skinny arms and hands could carry in headed to the sink. She stood there holding two over the sink and I folded my ams. "See Connie at first it was cute for you to 'care' but now I'm feeling smothered so you can stop now". She shook her head, "Dustin I'm looking out for you!, this all needs to stop!".
She took some of the bottle corks an tops off and I snapped rushing over to her, as she grabbed two bottles, I reached for her arms stopping her. I was on her closely as we pushed in shoved at each other back in forth as she tried to pour them into the sink, I tried to stop her.
After about 10 minutes, I started to get pissed and it wasn't like I couldn't buy more but I didnt need to if I had bottles stacked up for months. As we shoved a bit more I let go of Connie causing a bottle to spill all over her sleeve, she hissed. "Shit Dustin now look what you've done!", she stopped with the bottles in went to wipe herself off with a napkin, that's when I got the idea. I grabbed two bottles, drinkng some down in as soon as she turned around, I poured them over her head drenching her hair.
She froze in place.
"Cold ain't it?"
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!!".
She stared and I stared.
"See its the things like this on why Fortune doesn't need you!!".
I snapped grabbing another bottle in poured it on her again.
"DUUSTIIIN!!!".
"COONNIIIE!!".
She hissed and I grabbed another.
"Don't yo FUCKING dare!!", she snapped, which only made me more pissed, so I tossed it on her, she stood there soaked in 4 different wines. "This isn't over Dustin!", she began to walk out, "Oh I know!!", I said in caught her by her arm, "Let me go Dustin!", she growled, I sighed, "Nah see you wanna help me don't you!?", I shouted in her face drinking some of the wine I had as she pulled away but I pulled her closer. "Your drunk!!", she spat. I shrugged. "Come on have some fun with me since you already wanna pour bottles out in shit!!", I yelled dragging her by the waist to the sink, "Duuustin let me go!!", she cried out trying to brake on her heels. I pulled her closer in poured a bottle in her mouth as she gagged on it I drank some and repeated the motion.
"Now isn't this what you want Connie!!", I drank more in poured more. "Were emptying the bottles sweetheart!!". She choked in gagged on the wines and I laughed up a storm drinking more.
She soon felt my grip loosening up in tried to run for it but I caught her again in gave her more, "The paaaarty isn't over!!! Cooonnie!!!".
She cried out more and I let her go letting her worn out body fall to the floor. I began to grab many bottles in toss them in the sink, on the floor, and by her legs causing glass to shatter everywhere. She jumped in yelled for me to stop but my mind stop caring.
"AINT THIS WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANTED RIGHT!!?".
I tossed every bottle I owned all over my kitchen, she covered her head in defense, in when I was down to my last bottle the tears fell hard.
"I was the fucking best Connie!! The fucking best!! Now look at my life! its falling apart. Fortune is all I've known, all I've loved, damn how could y'all do this to me, to Mr.Notch ?, I made Fortune to be what it is!!!! without me there is NO FORTUNE!!!".
She jumped in place being shooken by my words. My life felt as empty as the bottles and as broken as the shards of glass on the floor. I cried falling to the ground apart from her but not losing eye contact. I knew she felt my pain. Her eyes teared up but she kept them from falling. We were sitting in silence for 5 minutes as I stared at her in disgust, she finally got up in began to walk to the door, but she turned on her heels back at me in shook her head looking at her wardrobe. I stared at her as she spoke, "I'll pretend this didnt happen but I'll for damn sure make it that Mr.Notch is no more!!", in with that she walked out slamming my door. In that 15 minutes of her being gone, I cried, and that 1hr, I cleaned the mess I made. When all was done, I left Connie a message of apology and took my drunk ass to bed.
Tomorrow was not a look forward day.
