My Life Is Too Crazy..

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*Kelsey's POV*

 I woke up in Adam's bed, what the hell? How did I get here? I don't even remember falling asleep last night, let alone falling asleep in Adam's bed. I looked down, and I didn't have any clothes on. My eyes practically popped out of my head, why am I naked, in Adam's bed? Did we? No, we couldn't have.. But could we?

Ugh, why does everything bad happen to me? I looked over to my right and saw Adam, sleeping peacefully with a smile on his face. Stupid bastard, he got lucky last night, with me, a married women. How could I do this to Ian? To our family? To myself? 

How could I have possibly slept with him? I mean, I might have thought I was falling for him again but I wouldn't have slept with him, I have boundaries, big ones at that. I would never had slept with him if I was in my right mind.. That's it! I wasn't in my right mind! I don't remember anything, and I know that I wouldn't have done this if I was actually thinking... So how could I have ended up like this? I didn't drink any alchohol last night, all I had was some weird tasting water.

The water! Adam did something to the water to make me sleep with him! Like a drug or something, because if it was anything other than that, I would have remembered, or I would have a hangover right now if he had given me enough alchohol to make me sleep with him.  But why would he do this? Could he seriously want me so bad that he would drug me just to "get it in with me"? 

This guy.... The older he gets, the more fucked up he gets. I am so glad I didn't start a family with him, like we had talked about when I was in high school. But wait, last night he said he wanted us to have kids of our own.. Did he mean right away? Did he use protection last night when we...

Wait, I know what I can do.. I can go to the store and get Plan B, that will solve all my problems. I just have to think of an excuse to go to the drug store.. Hmmm.... I got it! I'll just say I need some "lady products" because it's "that time of the month", even though it's not. But he can't prove me wrong, because if he even tried to check if I was lying he would be a fucking creepy pervert, on a whole new level then he is right now. 

I checked on the floor for a condom, in the trash can, everywhere where he could possibly put it and could not find it at all.  Wait, so that means... I could be pregnant, again. But why, why do I have to be pregnant again? Why does everything bad have to happen to me? I should have never gone through with this plan, because if I hadn't then I wouldn't possibly be pregnant right now. But, of course, I just had to try and be heroic to save my family, but look where that got me..

I walked out into the hallway and then turned right and walked into Elizabeth's room. She was awake and kicked her legs up and down and swinging her arms around, she was having one of her fits again, she usually has these kinds of fits when she wakes up in the morning and nobody comes in and feeds her, because she doesn't make any noise so nobody knows if she is awake or not.

I walked up to her crib and picked her up carrying her to the chair to feed her. I fed her and once I was done she fell back asleep in my arms and I carried her back to her crib and gently put her in. She squirmed a little bit and then she stayed perfectly still and started snoring a little bit, like a little baby snore. 

I already have Liz, I don't need another baby right now, I just, I can't. I could not handle two babies. I have to get out of here, now. I grabbed my keys and walked out the door, leaving the door unlocked behind me and walked out of the building to my car, there I got in it and pulled out of the parking lot and started driving to the drug store down the street.

I got there in about ten minutes and when I got there I parked the car and started walking up to the store not taking my eyes off of the ground in front of me. I walked into the store, holding the door for the elderly lady behind me. She smiled at me and said, "Thank you young lady, you're a very kind person."

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