*Ian's POV*
I put the phone down and slowly slid down the wall in a sad motion with my hands on my face. How could I have cheated on the only women I ever loved, the only women I called my soulmate?
I ran my hands through my hair and felt tears start to form in my eyes. I know that guys don't usually cry but I can't help it, I am so sad right now and I feel like dirt.
Slowly, I got up and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. I have no idea what I did last night and I just want to wash it all away, immediately.
I washed my hair, then my body twice. Walking out of the shower, I dried off and wrapped the towel around my waist as I walked back into the bedroom to get dressed.
I picked out a simple "Aeropostle" tshirt with some dark jeans and some Nike's. Running my hands through my hair with gel and looking myself over in the mirror, I then walked out to my car and drove to Liz's house where I knew she was.
On the way there the song "Headbands by B.O.B" came on and it brought back memories of me and Kelsey sitting in the car, her rapping every word perfectly and me sitting there watching her with a smile on my face.
* FLASHBACK*
"Already got one, rolled up in my left hand p**sy on my mind tighter than a headband. Kush in my lungs, got ganga in my sweat glands. This shit I'm on better than the next strand," Kelsey rapped along perfectly in sync with the rapper.
I just watched her rap, this girl is perfect, how did I ever get her? She didn't even notice I was watching her until the song was over and she turned to see me looking at her and she blushed then turned away.
*FLASHBACK OVER*
I felt my car start going a little to the right and I turned it back into the middle and kept driving for about five minutes until I finally got to her house.
Parking my car, I walked up to the front door and knocked. About a minute later Liz came and opened the door with a smile, but once she saw me that smile went away and a scowl came onto her face. Guess she really doesn't like me, did Kels tell her what I did? Oh shit, I think she did, now she isn't going to let me see her.
"Hey, uh.. Is Kels here?" I asked in a nervous voice.
Her expression didn't change as she said, "Yes. What do you want? You sure didn't care when you were cheating on her so why the fuck do you want now?"
I looked down at the ground, showing her that I was ashamed and looked her right in the eyes and said, "I am here to apologize and try to fix everything because I love her and it was a mistake, ok? We all make mistakes, remember when you betrayed her by trying to destroy her life, huh?"
She had a cold face and then once I said the last thing she instantly looked sad. Just as I thought I could see tears I heard feet coming down the steps behind her and I looked, to see Kels walking down the stairs smiling at Liz and making funny faces. She looked up and once she saw me she froze and then she slowly turned around before running up the stairs, well as fast as she could with the baby in her hands.
I moved past Liz and started running up the stairs as fast as I could, I got to the top and saw her halfway down the hallway. I then ran fast and caught up to her just as she got to a room that I assume was hers. She was just about to close the door but I held my hand up, holding the door then opened it so I could walk in.
She looked at me, I could see the sadness in her face and before I could say anything she said, "Let me put Liz in her room before we do this."
I nodded my head and I watched her walk out into the hallway, closing the door behind her. I sat down on the bed before I heard the front door close and then a car starting outside. I looked out the window and saw Kelsey pulling out of the driveway and leaving me, again. I try to make things right, and she runs.
YOU ARE READING
My Life Now. *Sequel to My Teacher and I*
Teen FictionEverything has changed since high school, most for the better. Every one has moved on from the past, and they're all happy with their lives, ups and downs and all. But, will the biggest down of all ruin everything they have done?