My Life Now. *Sequel to My Teacher and I*

The Aftermath.

*Ian's POV*

This is weird, I was looking down at my body. Limp, and lifeless on the floor. I bent down and reached out to touch it but my hand went right through it. Just then I head the door open and in walked in Kelsey. She saw the blood and I could see she was so confused, she walked over to my body, and started crying.

Why is she crying? She doesn't care about me, that's the reason I killed myself, because you she doesn't care! So why is she crying? She didn't stop either, does she actually care about me? Why couldn't she tell me sooner!?

I watched her pick up my note and read it. As she read it, she was crying. God damn, I hurt her again! Why can't I just not hurt her, once? 

The cops came in and took my body, I watched as they asked Kels questions that we both knew she couldn't answer. She stood there, flustered, until they eventualy left, then she sat on the couch, looking lifeless. It killed me knowing I did this to her. Damn, can't I do one thing right?

I watched her just stare at the wall for hours, not even moving. Then she got up, I followed her into our old bedroom. I feel like a creep, but I watched her change into some of my clothes. She smelled them and smiled, then climbed into my side of the bed, putting her face right into my pillow before falling asleep. 

I "walked" over to her and suprisingly I was able to sit on it without falling through. It's like the spirits were letting me get close to Kelsey just one more time, and I am so thankful for that. I put my arm around her and somehow, she cuddled closer to me. 

I smiled, then her phone started ringing. It was our song, Lost In You by Three Days Grace. I didn't know that was her ringtone. She groaned then picked it up, "Hello?"

"Where are you?" Liz said on the other line.

"Shit, I forgot to call. Uh, Ian's dead. Is it ok if I stay at the house tonight? Just to try and stay with him for one more night?"

In sad voice she said, "Sure hun. I'm sorry, love you."

"Love you too." Then she hung up, and cuddled into me again. 

I really wish I hadn't killed myself now. If I had known that she would have eventually forgiven me I would have stayed, just to get this back. It kills me even more knowing that she is going to be hurt by something that I have done, again. 

I spent the rest of the night just watching her sleep, sometimes kissing her or playing with hair. I love her so much, she will never even know how much I love her. 

*Kelsey's POV*

I changed into some of his clothes, they smelled like him, and I smiled at that. I then climbed into his side of the bed, putting my face into his pillow to try and smell some of him. I might sound creepy, but I just miss him. All of him, and this is the last of the things he actually left. His scent. 

Minutes later I felt like someone had put their arm around me. It felt like Ian putting his arm around me, I know it's not possible but I know it's him. I cuddled into whatever was behind me, and strangely, it felt like Ian. How we used to cuddle, and it felt right. 

I loved this, I just wish it could be real, that would make it perfect. 

You know what, it will be real. Right now. 

I got up and walked into the kitchen and grabbed a knife, holding it up and just staring at it for a minute. I picked up my phone and started our song, "Lost In You by Three Days Grace" and then quickly slit my throat.

I jerked awake, popping up in my bed breathing heavily. I looked around and saw I was back in my room at Liz's house, in the clothes I slept in. 

*Ian's POV* (Right before)