i've been so stressed over the past weeks with school and friends and driving school and all that stuff.
but at the moment i'm kind of okay with it, i'm dealing with it. i'm not perfectly happy, not at all, but i've been in an overall pretty good mood these past days and i'd say that's something. i'm pretty okay with myself, too, which is very good, because i can't remember liking myself for more than 10 minutes straight. but now it's been 3 days of being okay and proud and that's really good.
also, my long time secret crush on my friend has been revived, oops.
plus, i'm gonna be busy all weekend, because it's "stadtfest" which means the inner city is full with booths and stages with lil concerts and i went there yesterday and it was great. i had a lot of fun, despite only being able to stay for an hour.
but y'know what really bugs me? our wifi keeps being cut off or some shit and i'm f u r i o u s.
fuck you, provider.
welp, but at least i'm not gonna be home anyway, so i won't have to smh that much.
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