Arranged Marriage | J.JK [EDITING]

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I stretched out of bed and peeked my head out the door. To my surprise, Mrs. Jeon was standing there with clothes in her hands. "Good morning." She says with the most soothing voice.

"I'm sorry. I was about to knock to wake you up for breakfast. Please cone down when yiur ready." She handed me clothes to change into.
"Thank you." I closed the door went to the bathroom that was inside the room. Looking into the mirror, I see someone very ugly. It's me. I sighed and I began to strip my clothes off. I went into the bathtub and sat in there holding my legs to my chest.

Setting my head on my knees. I kept thinking. "I can't believe I'm going to marry this jerk" I don't want to get married. I want to marry someone who loves me for who I am.

That guy last night called me a pig and poor. I just wish I was never born in this world. Here's another bully that I'll have for the rest of my life. Im use to it now; I quickly washed myself and I wrapped a towel around my body. After that I put on jeans with a black T-shirt. I don't know how to do my hair. I guess I'll put it in a ponytail. I grabbed a brush and began combing my hair. Once I was done, I found my way downstairs.

"good morning..." I greeted.
"good morning." Everyone says in sync. "I'm sorry about last night. Jungkook will join us for breakfast." Mr. Jeon says.
"oh ok." I gave them a lazy smile.
Finally I saw the door open revealing jungkook in a suit. "Come sit down jungkook." "Ok." Jungkook says.

He sat down on the empty seat next to me. The food then began to be served. Pushing the plate away as memories from last night came in mind, jungkook whispered into my ear.
"finally not eating pig?" That's it I'm done.

"I'm not that hungry." I got up and excused myself and I went upstairs. I haven't been able to cut for two days and the feeling was just tugging at skin. I sighed and I looked everywhere for something sharp. Nothing. Suddenly there was a knock at the door.
"Who is it?" "it's me Yuri!" "oh. Come in!"
She entered the door with a smile on her face. "Are you ok? Did jungkook say something?" She questions.
"huh? Oh no. He didn't Im just not hungry." "oh. Well you're so skinny! You should eat!" "yeah. I get that a lot." I kept searching and searching for something sharp.
"Watcha looking for?" She asks.
"Something sharp."
"why?" She asks as she looks at me confused. "so I can cut- my string on my shirt!" How could I be so careless?

"Would you like some scissors?"
I nodded and she walked out of the room getting scissors.
"Here you go." She quickly came back with scissors. "Thank. I kind of wanna be left alone for a few minutes." "Oh sorry. I'll leave. But Mom and Dad said to come down later because they want to talk to you and jungkook." "Ok." I nodded.

She closed the door behind her and I ran to the bathroom. I locked it and I sat on the floor and watches as the cold metal glides across my skin. Words were flooding my mind at that moment and i felt like i was looking at sadness right in the face as it shouted at me.

I kept counting every blood drop. Coming back to my senses, I went to the sink to wash off the blood. I watched as the water turned red from my blood and the bloody water going down the drain.

I looked around and found my shirt I had from before. I put it on my cuts and waited until the cuts weren't bleeding. Finally, about 10 minutes later, it stopped. Luckily, under the counters I found a first aid kit. I took it out and put a bandage on the opened cuts.

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I saw everyone in the living room as they looked at me making my way to them. "Just in time!" Mrs jeon speaks." She patted the seat next to jungkook.

"Ok. Now that we're all here, we have something to discuss," She begins. "We want you both to get along and start liking each other. So you both will be moving in together!"