Arranged Marriage | J.JK [EDITING]

DREAM

I gasped when I woke up. I looked around and saw that I was still sleeping on I.M's lap but he was fast asleep. I got up and went to his kitchen and sat down on the island. Why did I dream of that and what was I thinking?

No. I don't love jungkook. I love J-hope and I have no reason why I wrote that letter. I mean I don't want to be a burden to J-hope and his new girlfriend. Fine. Honestly I felt something that night with me and jungkook. I felt like it was maybe love or something so that's why I wrote it in the letter.

Some of my dream was true but I wasn't madly in love with jungkook. Ok so I love J-hope but then I also have some feelings for jungkook. Understand? Ok. I sighed as I got up and turned around but a chest blocked my way, making me scream.

"Ahhh!!" "Ahhhhh!" And that's when I.M woke up. "Huh? Ahhhh!" I stopped and we all looked at each other. "Geez jooheon you scared me!" I said while holding onto my heart.

"Well I heard someone and I thought it was I.M but he was here so I thought someone broke into the house. Also why are you here?" Wow. So rude. "She just came to stay for awhile you know, to get away from everything." I.M said as he walked over to us.

Jooheon nodded and looked at me. "Hey um...were gonna go out of town next weekend and would you like to come?" I bit my lip and thought about it. Well since I'll be staying here then I'll just go with them. Unless I decide to go back. "I...I don't know. I have no idea what I'm gonna do. Should I go back or stay with y'all?"

Jooheon raised an eyebrow and looked at me confused. "Did you run away or something?" I bit the inside of my cheek and sighed as I nodded. "Yes. It was only to get away from everyone for awhile." He still looked at me confused. "Whats the reason?" He asks. "My boyfriend cheated on me and I don't want to go back but I feel like I should." He nodded and smiled. What the? "Well to be honest I think you should go back. You know? Its not good to run away from your problems but instead work it out." He had a point.

I should go talk to J-hope and let him know that it was not ok to cheat on me and teach him a lesson. Yes. That's how I'm putting it. I also don't think of me and jungkook in a way of a relationship. Its just weird thinking of us two together. I should also apologize for making that letter but I know deep down that the letter was all true.

I sighed and looked at jooheon. "Your right. I should go back." He smiled and rubbed my head. "I'll drive you back." I nodded and smiled. I grabbed my suitcase and put it in jooheons car. I smiled as I.M and hugged him. "Thank you I.M I appreciate your comfort." I hugged him and he hugged back. He kissed my head and waved once he went back into the house. I got in the front with jooheon and he began to drive.

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Finally we were in the front of the house. I got out and thanked jooheon for the ride. I grabbed my stuff and walked up to the front. Once I opened the door it was quiet. I looked around and saw nothing.

I went upstairs to my room and I jumped once I saw jungkook on my bed sleeping and his breath was uneven. It sounded like he was crying. His eyes look puffy too. I put my things down and shook him. "Jungkook-ah?" His eyes suddenly fluttered open and he looked shocked to see me.

"Hana? We need to talk." I nodded and he sat up. "That letter...did you really mean that?" I bit my lip and I had no idea what to say. I knew where this was going. He was going to explain why he can't like me and I can't like him. "I'm sorry jungkook. I know what I said on that letter and I want to say that it wasn't true but it is. Jungkook i-" he chuckled and looked at me.

"Hana? I don't like you and I'm sorry but your not my type." I looked up and him and pressed my lips together. How can he just say that? I'm deep into my feelings and trying to be serious here but now he's making it worse. "I never liked you and I'd like to keep it that way. Don't tell me you like me. I mean that's so childish and lame. Everyone likes me and your just...a waste of time. You had J-hope and now you want to get with me? Tsk."