Arranged Marriage | J.JK [EDITING]

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I licked my lips and gulped. I had no idea what to say. I said I didn't want anything ruining my future. When I was with my mom, I began to realize something. All my life has revolved around people that don't like me.

But then suddenly that turns upsidedown. Into a new direction. I realized that after all this time I was just being left over and over again. That I was being unwanted. What J-hope said was true. I'm poor and ugly. I need to move on with my life.

I can't have someone I love walk around with their girlfriend and then having another person I also love. I can no longer feel this way anymore. I need to get away. I am unwanted and I guess thus is a sign. Its time for me to take the big step. For jungkooks, and J-hope's sake. I need them to forget about me like J-hope did.

I think its a good thing that they'll forget about me. So jungkook can move on and get someone better than me. Then J-hope could have his own life planned out without me in the way.

I knew my answer. I've already planned this out so why not go for it?

I got out of my thoughts and looked at the boy standing in front of me.

"Jungkook....all this time I've been trying to run away from my problems and I kept thinking, maybe it wasn't a good idea. But I was wrong. Its better if I just stayed where I ran off to. We- no. You. Have all this time in life to find what your looking for. I am not what your looking for." He bit his lip and looked at me in the eyes.

"What are you trying to say?" He asks. I sighed and let it out. "Jungkook...i-" this hurts to finally say this. If this is what comes out of my mouth then this will be a new beginning. We could start over. Go our separate ways.

"Jungkook....I....I'm asking for a divorce." He stood there with no emotion. Nothing. I couldn't read anything from his face. Emotionless. My heart sank as I said those words. I love jungkook...but I don't want to be a replacement for hyemi. Yeah. Hyemi is pretty and all and I'm nothing compares to both of their girlfriends.

If I left then they could all go back to the way they were before they met me. No more pain and tears. They had the times of their lives. But it all changed when I came. I screwed everything up. Sometimes I wonder what they'll be like if I never showed up or agreed to this.

I gulped and looked up at the emotionless face. "I'm sorry jungkook...I can't be your girlfriend or your wife." I sighed and walked to his car. I was surprised that he didn't stop me but was glad. He doesn't need me anymore. He didn't even need me in the beginning.

I grabbed the food and walked to the house.

***

I walked inside and everyone was looking at me confused. "Where's jungkook?" Namjoon asks. I sighed and looked down. "He's...at the Han river." I said. He rose an eye brow. "Why is he there?" Suga asks. "He's thinking." I said.

"Here jin." I gave him the food and he stood there a bit shocked. He tilted his head and sighed. "I....I need to get something. May I have jun?" They nodded and gave him to me. I went upstairs and began to pack jun's things. If I want to forget this then I'd have to leave everything that I received since I've been here. I left my phone on the bed and  went downstairs with jun's bag and suitcase and they all looked at me confused. "Where are you going?" They all ask in sync.

I sighed and looked at them. "Guys....I....I'm happy that you all have brought happiness in my life. Im really thankful to have you guys as my friends, I hope one day you all would become big stars. I love you." I began to tear up and I bit my lip. J-hope suddenly stood up. "Wait. Why are you saying this?"

I smiled and looked up at him. "Stay happy." I said. I walked out of the house with jun and I let my tears fall. All these memories here came crashing down. Everything was going through my head. I'm gonna miss all of it. But I knew I'd have to let it go.
[Plz don't sing it. I don't like it in last year and I still don't XD]

***

"Yah! Yah!" I fluttered my eyes open and saw my mom. "What are you still doing here?" She asks. I began to cry and I hugged my mom. She was stunned and she hugged me. "What happened?" She asks. "Mom....I want a divorce! Please!" She rubbed mg back and nodded.

"O-ok. We can go talk to the jeons and get it filed." I kept sobbing onto my moms shoulder.

***

"Why would you want to do that?" Mrs. Jeon asks. "I just...think its better if me and jungkook separate. I mean there isn't any progress between us and I don't think there'll ever be." I said. They both looked at each other and nodded. "Here are the papers. We thought it would be a little later that you would ask or this...but we were wrong."

I lazily smiled and nodded. This isn't what I want but this is what I have to do. Its the right thing. "Just sign here and we'll have to get jungkook to sign it." I nodded and signed the papers. "Thank you Hana. For at least making it through with our son. You really changed him." No. It wasn't me. It was the feelings that he had balled up with hyemi and now that I have ruined their relationship, he has become true to himself.

I bowed and thanked mrs. And Mr. Jeon. "Oh and here." Mr. Jeon handed me a ticket and a book. "What is this for?" I asked. "Well...we got you a sponsor to a great college in america and we think you'll love it." This could be my way to change. To plan my future. I looked at both of them and began to cry. I hugged both of them and thanked them.

Yuri suddenly came down and hugged me. "I loved having you as a sister." She sobbed. I smiled and she let go. "I guess this is goodbye." I smiled and nodded.
"Thank you to you all. I've had fun experiencing this. Now I'll take my leave." I smiled and waved.

Good bye Jeon family.

***

1 month later.

Its finally time to take my big step. I turned around and hugged my mom. "Mom as soon as I get a phone I'll make sure to call you." She nodded. She has gotten her own phone and she has been doing good. "You better. Awww my little girl!" She began to cry and kiss my head. "Flight for new York is boarding in 2 minutes!" The speaker said.

I quickly kissed my mom's cheek and juns too. "Bye mom! I love you! I love you too jun! I'll make sure to come back when I'm done! Bye!"

I got onto my plain and sat down. This is going to be a new me. Everything will change. I'm going to forget about the past and just focus on my future. I've already dealt through high school and I'm not going to be known as the poor girl who gets bullied. I'm going go change everything.

I fixed my glasses on my face and smiled. Goodbye old me. Hello new me.

The end.

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