please note that this was made a long time ago and contain cringey content, but i won't stop you! :)
(Plot is all over the place, things just dont add up, and the members are being called by their stage names 💀)
WARNING: STORY CONTAINS SELF HARM...
[HANAS POV.] I haven't came out of my room since that day. It's already been 3 days already. I can't believe jungkook hit me. I'm scared to tell Mrs. Jeon. Will she believe me? They'll think I'm trying to get out of the marriage. Well of course I am! I hate that stupid jerk! I cut several times already. I didn't even go to school today! I then got a call. (Call) Me: h-hello? MJ: hello! Hana! This is Mrs. Jeon! Me: ah...hello. how are you? MJ: I'm fine and you? Me: just... couldn't be better. MJ: that's good. Oh! Today is jungkooks birthday! I just wanted to let you know! Me: ah...I understand. Thank you! MJ: no problem. Call if you need anything! Me: de. (End of call) I sighed and I put down my phone. Should I buy him something? Uhhh!! Why should I!? He doesn't deserve a present anyway! My stupid kindness got the best of me. I hopped up and I went to change into these ripped jeans and a black and grey long sleeve shirts.
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I got out of the room look back and forth to make sure jungkook doesn't see me. I went outside and I was so relieved. On my way to the mall I forgot that I didn't have any money. Me: where am I suppose to get money!? Suddenly a man was playing the guitar. I liked the beat. I walked up to him and I sat next to him. I began to sing,
Goodbye love, you flew right by love
Remember the way you made me feel Such young love but Something in me knew that it was real Frozen in my head
Pictures I’m living through for now Trying to remember all the good times Our life was cutting through so loud Memories are playing in my dull mind I hate this part paper hearts And I’ll hold a piece of yours Don’t think I would just forget about it Hoping that you won’t forget about it
Everything is gray under these skies Wet mascara Hiding every cloud under a smile When there’s cameras And I just can’t reach out to tell you That I always wonder what you’re up to
Pictures I’m living through for now Trying to remember all the good times Our life was cutting through so loud Memories are playing in my dull mind I hate this part paper hearts And I’ll hold a piece of yours Don’t think I would just forget about it Hoping that you won't forget
I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side But you’ll be good without me and if I could just give it some time I’ll be alright
When I opened my eyes a whole bunch of people were looking at me and some were crying. Woman: that was so beautiful! Here. She handed me $10. Me: ah...thank you. I bowed and this man came to me and gave me $20. Next more $20s and $10s. I looked at the man and he just smiled at me. Man: you know...you have a beautiful voice. Me: thank you. I bowed and I gave him half the Money I made. I made $200 and I have him $100. Man: thank you. He smiled again and began to play his guitar. O smiled and I ran to the mall. While I was raining I felt little drops on me. Me: oh no! Why is it raining!? I quickly made it to the mall and I ran in there. I looked into these men's shoes. Woman: hello! Are you looking for something? Me: ah... yes. Im trying to look for good shoes for my um... husband. Woman: oh! Come back here. Is it his birthday? Me: yes. Woman: well here are the best shoes here! Please pick one you love! Me: thank you. I bowed and I looked around. I saw blue shoes and back and more. Suddenly these shoes caught my eye. I picked it up and looked at it. Me: I don't know what size he wears! Hm.... Timberlands? I looked at the shoes sizes and I found these big ones. These should fit him. I grabbed them and brought them to the front desk. Woman: that will be $98.00 please. Phew! That was close! I gave her the $98.00 and she said they ran out of bags. Me: it's ok. Woman: but it's raining. Me: it's fine. I bowed and thanked her. After that I was about to go outside but this wind blew me. Me: Ahhhh!!! I almost fell but I caught my balance. I don't want this present to get wet!! Uhh! I guess I'll just protect it. I hugged it tightly and i ran threw the cold wind. I lost my balance and fell on the ground. I hurts so much!! Me: ahhhh!! Jjsjsjssj!! I saw blood dripping down my leg. I don't care. My present is ok. I went through the hard rain and i heard loud thundering and I saw a lightning. Me: ahhhh!! I kept holding the boots close to me and I ran more and more. Finally i made it to the house! I ran in and I shut the door close. I looked around and I didn't see jungkook anywhere. Good. I ran upstairs and I got the boots and wrote on the bottom of them.
"Happy birthday kookie. XD that's your new nickname! I know inside you are a good person! Have a great birthday! -poor girl."
I smiled and I blew on the marker so it would dry on the boots. Me: there! Suddenly I heard the front door open. I shot up and I ran out of my room. Jungkook had a black hoodie on and he sighed heavily. I ran in front of him and held out the boots. JK: huh? What's this? Me: your birthday present...um...happy birthday. I smiled and he stared at me. I grabbed his hand so he would grab the boots. I smiled once again and I walked back to my room. I sniffled a little because my nose is stuffed. Eh...must be a little cold. I went to my room and I layed down in bed. I began to cough and it got cold in my room. It's freezing!! I turned the thermometer up so it would be warm in here. Its still cold! I put on a big black hoodie. I put my hoodie on and layed down. It's still cold! I grabbed a big thick blanket and wrapped myself in it. It's kinda warm. I sniffled and coughed repeatingly. Then I heard a knock on my door.
[Jungkooks pov.] How did she get these boots? When? Uhhh! How did she know it was my birthday? I kept Pacing back and forth. All I did today was hang out at Hyemis. She didn't know it was my birthday. But everyone makes mistakes, right? I suddenly heard coughing and sniffling. I heard it from Hana's room. Should I go in there? Is she sick? Questions kept coming to my head. Well...it was raining pretty hard. Did she go out like that? I got a flashback of her bleeding leg too. What was she doing. I knocked on her door and it she coughed. H: c-*cough* come in. I opened the door and boy was it hot in there? Me: it's like a oven in here! I went to her thermometer and I turned it to warm. I picked her up and she looked pale. H: what a- *cough* *sniffle* are you doing? Me: just sit up. I unwrapped the thick layers on her. I went to the bathroom and I grabbed the first aid kit. I cleaned her cut and I put a bandage on it. Then I went to put it up. Suddenly I saw this black bag. What is this? I unzipped it and it had blades in it. H: jungkook? Me: oh huh? H: can you get out of my bathroom? JK: um...why do you have blades? It got quiet then I heard footsteps. She ran towards me and zipped the bag and grabbed it away. H: none of your business! Get out! Is...she cutting? Me: let me see your wrist? H: no! Get out! She kept hiding her wrist but I grabbed her and I grabbed her wrist. I looked at her wrist and it had scars from recent cuts. This hurts me. Why? Me: a-are you.... cutting yourself?
Hello monnies? Omg! Jungkook found out she cuts!! Ahhhh!! Not such a stupid jerk now huh? Lol. How was this chapter? Please leave a comment! And vote! Thanks for reading! -Pinkmonster249