The Sins Of The Past

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Eighteen

I was on fire.

My heart was throbbing and my pulses raced like I was running in a marathon, aiming for gold. I couldn't wait. I wanted to quench this fever inside me, and Ares was the only one who could do that. I wanted him so badly that my body trembled. I wanted a release.

I knew what was coming. Me - Him, on the bed. Naked. Making wild and passionate love. Our sweat and smell mingled. Lips to lips. Skin to skin. Tongue to tongue. I wanted him buried deep inside me.

Ares eyes were so dark with desire. His skin felt heated. His breathing was ragged. I knew he felt the same way I did.

I couldn't wait to be with him. Alone.

Then I felt fear.

What if he'll get rough?

I suddenly got scared. I had second thoughts.

I was imagining a fairy tale romance again. Me as Cinderella and Ares, as Prince Charming. I was getting delusional.

Ares is not a prince charming material. He shattered my dreams and fantasies of an ever after romance. I remembered our wedding night. How rough he was. Like the beast within him unleashed.

No. Ares is a changed man. I know he will not hurt me again.

We went out of the coffee shop. Not talking. He held my hand, dragging me with him. I had to catch up with his long strides. Rushing and breathless.

I felt like floating in the clouds, like hallucinating. I hardly even noticed people bumping on us. I just let Ares guide me... to heaven or hell. I didn't care anymore.

Ares kissed me again when we were inside the car - with no reservations. Like a starving animal, he kissed me hungrily and deeply. I loved that his body trembled when I ran my hands from his chest to his neck and kissed him with equal fervor.

I couldn't get enough of him. His taste... his smell. I was drugged. His lips traveled down on my neck, his tongue tracing and licking, his breath so warm and moist. I was restless. All my nerves tingle. The awakened sensations were so overwhelming.

His fingers were unbuttoning the top of my dress... slowly he pushed my bra down and cupped my bare breast, kneading... squeezing... stroking. I gasped with pleasure at the electrifying touch of his hand. The feeling was magical... like I was hypnotized.

"Rachel." He stopped and about to straighten up when I clung on his neck. Not letting him go.

"Please Ares. Don't stop..." I begged. We were in the parking lot, in a secluded area. I felt like it was the right place at that time.

Ares kissed me again and I responded to him aggressively. I opened my mouth to let his tongue explore inside my recesses. I imitated his action and thrushed mine into his, tasting his sweetness. Oh... he tasted so good... and so addictive.

His mouth transferred to my breast licking... "Ares..." I moaned with pleasure. My hands clasping behind his head.

"Mmm.. " He suckled my breast and his eyes looking at me... staring...

"What are you doing to me... " I whispered.

"The same as what you're doing to me." He murmured then kissed me again.

His hand was on my thigh, lifting my dress up. Exploring my thighs aggressively. Then his hand went up to my waist, his fingers gently tracing my stomach... and slowly going down to the top edge of my panties.