I met my first love 5 years ago but he needs to leave the country for his study.
This is the Stages of Moving on that happen to me
1st year - Denial
He will come back...and he will choose me...
2nd year - Bargaining
Talking to him again like we are friends thru email. But deep down inside I still believe that he will come back and he will choose me
3rd year - Anger
But eventhough I hate him I still believe that he will come back and will include me in his plan
4th year - Depression
Everything goes wrong. Everything is gloomy. But I'm wishing that he will come back to make the day brighter
And now the 5th year...finally...
Acceptance...
I'm making peace with the loss..
I'm letting it go..
And I'm now slowly moving forward with my life. Here in this far away place.
I can start all over again.
I know it takes too long for me..because my love for him his real and pure. As I let go I learn a lot of lesson from my heartbreak and it makes me a better person..
