It's just a crush [SkyMU fanfiction]

chap six 'growing stronger'

I ran after Jason, sighing as I ran. What the hell was going on in his mind? What could i have possible had done for him? What favour, I had never ever met the bloke. Before now, my mind was in jumbles. I didn’t know what to think of anything any more. Jason slammed his door in my face, but made the mistake of not locking his door. I opened the door, and walked into Jason’s bedroom. To find him looking, for the second time this night startled. I ran to him, and wrapped my arms around him. “It’s okay, you can tell me what happened Jason.” I insisted. He looked up at me and shook his head. “But, Adam. You’d never ever forgive me for what I did. I know what I did was wrong, and you seem to have forgotten. It was a mistake! I never meant to do it Adam. I know It’s wrong!” he mumbled, tears streaming down his face. I wrapped my arms further around him, he lay down on the bed. “Adam, don’t. I’m hideous, you shouldn’t like me.” he insisted. I shook my head turning him to face me, “Jason, you’re my hero. I will never ever think you are hideous. I think you’re amazing, you’re the best thing that ever happened to my life. You saved me Jason, I hate to admit it. But you saved me, and to me. You’ll always be my hero. No matter what, I promise.” I said, pushing his fringe out of his eyes.

Jason looked up at me, smiling softly. "You really mean that?" I nodded, laughing softly. "Jason, everything is okay. You don't need to hide anything from me." I insisted, looking him in the eyes. He shyly looked away, blushing violently. This was a side of Jason I didn't think existed, the shy startled side of him. Somewhere along the line of being a 'star' I forgot he was a real person. Jason sighed and nodded reluctantly, "I can't tell you what I did, what we did Adam. But I will eventually, I still am wrapping my head around it." he said, giving a soft chuckle. I nodded, "Jason you seem to regret what you did. But, whatever it was you did. I will still think you are amazing. No matter what Jason. Okay?" I said, lightly smiling. "Okay." he replied. (THE FAULT IN OUR STARS REFERENCE I'M SORRY) 

Jason and I sat there just talking for half an hour, "Are you ready to tell me what happened?" I asked, giving him a hopeful smile. He shook his head and giggled softly. "Not at all, but maybe you'll be able to remember what happened." he teased. I groaned softly, "But Jason! I'm too lazy to remember. Just jog my mind of anything that happened, anything" I begged. Jason bit his lip and zoned out, deep in thought. He nodded softly, "I'll give you a clue, but only if you don't hate me for what I'm about to do." he sighed. I nodded, smiling at his nervousness. "Of course I wouldn't hate you." I insisted. I opened my mouth to say something else, but was shut up by Jason pressing his lips against mine.