It's just a crush [SkyMU fanfiction]

chap twenty-seven 'deeper than any scar'

Jason's P.O.V

I never thought something like this would happen, I gave him anxiety? He didn't even know what he did to me, he tore my insides up with his death scares and mental states. Why did our relationship always revolve around him? There were two of us, I walked into my bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror, was I not good enough for Adam? I looked down at the sharp razors, I wasn't going to do anything with them. Because I knew better, I knew the pain went deeper than any cut or scar could ever go. I walked back into my room, and looked up at my ceiling. I was so lost, I didn't know what to do. I picked my phone up, and went onto twitter. Adam hadn't tweeted saying we were over, so I took that as it was my responcibilty.

"@TrueMU: #skymuisdead we broke up."

I felt a tear roll down my cheek, this time I felt like it was the last time. My phone began ringing, I had notifications from friends. People tweeting me, Skyping me, Texting me. I unlocked my phone, it was basically the same thing. Are you okay? Do you need to talk? Here for you! But were they here for me? How come people only care about you when you're in trouble. Not when you're fine, no when I'm fine no one wants a bar of me. My phone started ringing, so of course I answered it. Not even checking who it was, honestly I didn't care who it was. Nothing even mattered anymore.

"You okay, Jason?" I heard Mitch's voice asked. The tears began rolling down my face, "Y-Yeah, I'm fine." I struggled to get two words out, my voice was cracking as I talked. "Jason, shut up. Talk to me, talk to Uncle Mitch." he sighed, trying to be funny. I sighed twice as loud, "He said I give him anxiety. Why is it always about him, I think this is the real end Mitch. Like the end of the end. I think SkyMU is finally over." I whispered, my voice was so fragile, I didn't think I could speak. "The end is never the end." he sighed, "We'll figure this out Jason, I promise."