Secret Love (Joshifer)

Chapter 28

**Joshs P.O.V**

Jen stays quiet through dinner. She laughs at a few things. She just stares into space. I give her kiss on the cheek. She slightly smiles at me. That's it. what did I do?

"I need some air." jen says before walking out.

"I'm gonna go with her." I say following her out.

She is sitting in e bench with her head in her hands.

"Are you okay?" I ask her rubbing circles on her back.

"Please just leave me alone." she whispers.

"What did I do jen?"

"The note josh! The note!"

"What's wrong with the note! I thought you would like it!"

"It's too out of the blue! it came out of no where!"

"Sorry I was trying to be crazy and spontaneous! god dammit jen! I love you more than anything and I just want to make you happy!"

"So just love me! That's what will make me happy. Just love me. Im not ready for that."

"Fine."

I walk over to her, cup her face, and crash my lips into hers.

"I love you more than anything." I whisper.

"Taxi!" jen calls out.

We flag down a taxi and head back to the hotel. I quickly unlock our room and then shut the door. I unzip her dress and it falls to the floor. She cowers away from.

"Hey, hey... don't. You are beautiful and I love you and everything you don't love about yourself, I love." I whisper to her.

I quickly take my jacket off as we fall to the bed.

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**Jens P.O.V**

I wake up laying next to josh. This time is different nothing separates us. No materials or people. It's just us.

"Good morning." I whisper in his ear.

"Good morning beautiful." he mumbles.

I kiss him softly to wake him up. he smiles at me. I gently brush is hair back. my hand lingers on the side of his face. My thumb moving along his face. He mumbles something I don't catch. he kisses me again.

"I love you so much jennifer sharder lawrence." josh says.

"I love you too Joshua Ryan hutcherson." I say back.

I stand up and pull a pair of his sweatpants on along with his shirt from last night.

"That's hot." he says sarcastically.

"Like you look any better." I fire back.

"Ouch."

"Be a man."

Someone knocks on our door. I try to fix my hair some. Josh scrambles to find some clothes before I open the door. An anger Elizabeth is waiting on the other side of the door. She raises an eyebrow at my outfit choice

"Well someone has sex hair." she states.

Without thinking I ask, "is it that noticeable?"

"Ha! I knew it! Sam and jena owe me twenty."

"Seriously?!"

"Oh ya."

Josh walks out if the bathroom fully clothed.

"Sex hair much!" Elizabeth jokes.

He smooths it down as he glares at her.

"We have the premiere tonight. Be ready by four." she says as she walks out of our room.

Wanna get breakfast?" josh asks.

"Sure let me get changed." I say.

"I'm gonna check on willow."

The door shuts as I reach the table. The note lays there. The same spot I put it last night. I pick it up and unfold it.

Jen lets get married. I don't want to wait. I love you so much.

I fold it back up and set it down. I love josh more than anything but in young, I'm not ready for marriage. Willow walks in.

"Where's josh?" I ask her.

"Talking to sam." she tells me.

"Oh okay." I move the note under my phone.

"What does the note say? I saw josh write it and you looked shocked."

"Nothing."

"Lair."

I hand her the note. She unfolds it and looks about as shocked as I imagined.

"Wow." is all she says.

"I told him I wasn't ready for marriage but I did think about it. when I first saw what he wrote. I almost wrote back saying yes let's do it but I didnt."

"So what's stopping you?'

"I don't know."

"I think you are scared that he will leave you because of how nick left you."

"Why do you say that?"

"Well you and nick were happy and he found something out and just left. You had no chance to explain. I think you are scared josh will just leave with no explanation."

"I think you are right."

"I know. you just gotta trust him jen."

"You are right."

"But wait on the marriage thing.

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"You look stunning." josh exclaims as I walk into the lobby.

"Thank you." I say, "you don't look too bad either."

"Okay everyone! lets go!" Francis says.

We all climb into cars. Josh take my hands and leads me to the car we are taking. He makes sure my whole dress is in before closing my door and getting in in the other side. After a few blocks, I hear the screaming fans. I look at josh and Sam. They both laugh. Jena looks excited but nervous.

"Stop being nervous. You look great." I whisper to her.

"Thanks." she whispers back.

The driver open our door. The help me out and josh takes my hand. Liam is waiting for us. We take some really goofy pictures and honestly goof of the whole time. josh and I of course hug and kiss a little. Liam tries to get in on the action but josh pushes him away. everyone starts laughing.

"This is amazing." I say.

"I know." liam says back to me.

"I love you guys."

"Love you too."

We all hug. This is perfect. Josh, liam, and I do a few interviews before taking out seats inside the movie theater.

"Um so I'm obviously really bad at speeches from my long list of fade speeches. I'm guessing this one will be added but anyway we all just want to thank you guys, the fans, because you guys make these movies happen. you are the ones you spend hours the reading the books and talking about the movies to come. Honestly we are just the lucky idiots who get to make the books come to life! You guys are the best!" I exclaim.

All the fans start cheering. I take my seat next to josh. he takes my hand and squeezes it. I smile at him.

"I love you." he says.

"I lover you too. I say right back leaving no time inbetween.

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Kinda short but there ya go! I wanted to get it out before I saw catching fire! I'm so excited!!! seeing it tomorrow at 6:35! when you amazing readers seeing catching fire? comment and vote! thanks for reading

-Tris