To Dun Or To Run [Josh Dun x reader]

Twenty

THE NEXT DAY...

joshuadun1 is online.

joshuadun1: OMG, I'm seeing you tomorrow.
joshuadun1: I can't fucking wait omg

dunhun101: me neither!!
dunhun101: So...about wanting "the strings attached"...

joshuadun1: God, you're not gonna let that go, are you?

dunhun101: I'm sorry. It's probably really bugging you.

joshuadun1: Well considering you're dying to know and it can't wait until tomorrow apparently
joshuadun1: I'll just tell you

dunhun101: Ok

joshuadun1: but this stays between us, ok? You're not telling ANYONE about these strings

dunhun101: of course <3

joshuadun1: Basically
joshuadun1: I wanna fuck you.
joshuadun1: I wanna fuck you everywhere
joshuadun1: on my bed, on my couch, on the floor, over my kitchen sink
joshuadun1: in the fucking shower
joshuadun1: I wanna pin you against the wall
joshuadun1: I wanna throw you across the room and make you scream like you're at my concert
joshuadun1: it'll be the best you've ever had
joshuadun1: I want you to be mine

dunhun101: ...
dunhun101: that's what you want from me?

joshuadun1: those are the strings. You asked for them.

dunhun101: But that's all you want when I see you?

joshuadun1: I want you to be mine.

dunhun101: I thought you wanted me

joshuadun1: I do want you
joshuadun1: so fucking much

dunhun101: No, you want my body

joshuadun1: are you saying I don't love you?

dunhun101: No. I'm sorry.
dunhun101: It's just
dunhun101: I thought you wanted ME
dunhun101: I thought you wanted my heart, my love, whatever

joshuadun1: that's an added bonus.

dunhun101: An added bonus?
dunhun101: That's what I thought you wanted the whole time..
dunhun101: Not the "strings" you just talked about

joshuadun1: So now what?
joshuadun1: Nothing's changing.
joshuadun1: You're still getting on that plane tomorrow.
joshuadun1: You're still coming to see me.

dunhun101: Am I?

joshuadun1: Don't you dare miss that flight.
joshuadun1: You are coming to me and you're gonna be mine.
joshuadun1: You'd better show your ass at my door tomorrow

dunhun101: Josh

joshuadun1: Or I'm gonna come all the way over to "the other side of the country" and hunt you down

dunhun101: Please

joshuadun1: I'll go to every door until I find you, then I'll carry your sorry ass all to way to Ohio

dunhun101: You're scaring me

joshuadun1: Good.
joshuadun1: I need you.
joshuadun1: I couldn't cope without you.

dunhun101: Please, stop
dunhun101: I'm terrified

joshuadun1: You can't be terrified of me.
joshuadun1: You love me

dunhun101: I thought I did...
dunhun101: But you just want my body
dunhun101: And I'm really scared of you right now

joshuadun1: You better be
joshuadun1: Cause I can make your life a living hell

dunhun101: why would you wanna do that to me

joshuadun1: Because I NEED YOU.
joshuadun1: but if you're not there tomorrow then I'll be angry to say the least

dunhun101: Please don't do this

joshuadun1: Watch me.

dunhun101: Please!
dunhun101: Just don't hurt me

joshuadun1: you know I'd never hurt you.

dunhun101: But you are
dunhun101: And you have been since we started talking
dunhun101: I just didn't realise until now
dunhun101: You've been silently hurting me
dunhun101: Even though I love you
dunhun101: Are you gonna respond?

joshuadun1: You'd better show your face tomorrow.

joshuadun1 is offline.

dunhun101: Or what?
dunhun101: You said you'd never hurt me.
dunhun101: And you never will.
dunhun101: I've loved you for years
dunhun101: You're my idol
dunhun101: But I have to let you go.
dunhun101: Goodbye, Josh.