"WHAT DO YOU MEAN SAM ASKED YOU OUT?
AND YOU SAID YES?
KNOWING HOW I FELT ABOUT YOU?"
Derek isn't taking this well. He was such a gentle soul but I must of been dear to him because, obviously, I stuck a nerve.
"Don't scream at me! This has been very hard for me too. I've-"
"Loved having two boys swoon over me and I know I'll break one of their hearts. Why not the one who plays a more active role in their life than the one WHO CLAIMS HE DOES EVERYTHING FOR YOU BUT IT'S ME!
Those shoes he got you for Christmas, I picked them out.
The time you was in the hospital, your mum called me and Sam. Who actually showed up. Me.
When you're sick, who comes to see you and take care of you, even if they had a 13 hour session at the studio that day? Me.
YET YOU WANNA GO AND BE WITH A UNGRATEFUL, SELFISH PIECE OF VERMIN EVER. I CAN'T"
"BELIEVE WHAT? SOMETHING DIDN'T GO YOUR WAY. YOU DON'T KNOW SAM, DEREK. NOT LIKE ME. HE'S SWEET AND ENDURING AND WOULDN'T BE SO UPSET THAT HIS BEST FRIEND HAS FOUND LOVE. EVEN IF IT WASN'T WITH HIM.
YOU'RE THE SELFISH PIECE OF DICK SUCKING VERMIN AND I HOPE YOU REALISE THAT UNTIL YOU CAN DEAL WITH THE FACT OF SAM BEING IN MY LIFE, I'M GONE FROM YOUR LIFE!"
I walk out with cries of my name behind me. I slam his door, rolling my eyes, going to my boyfriend's house. I just need to be around positivity and a calm environment. If I went to my house, something would trigger my emotions, which one? I don't know. So I think I'd be safer to just stay with Sam for now. The perfect ending I needed.
The end
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2 Loves; s.w&d.l (BWWM)
FanfictionIs it really possible to fall in love with two people? Kyann is a girl who's conflicted between the two people she most cares about. She doesn't know how to cope, leaving her to question the purpose of love all the all the time.
