So
I just told my mom that I needed therapy
She asked me "What's wrong?"
I didn't say anything, just silently let my tears fall down my face
Then she said "you know you can talk to me about anything" or something like that
I told her that I probably had moderate to severe depression and i needed help
She said "okay, we'll get you a counselor"
I was just so thankful she was accepting to the idea
Maybe she had some idea that i had depression, but I'm not sure
I kinda doubt it
We talked a little more about how she's been working a lot lately and I know she's busy but I want to have a relationship with her, but we have little to nothing in common
So, hopefully we can fix that
But for the first time in a while
I'm optimistic
