Kiss Me

Reminiscing

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(Bethany's POV)

"BETHANY!!! Where can I put my guitar?" Harry's voice woke me from my day dream that I was in almost like he was an alarm! I shot up from my brand new grey warm sofa. I glanced around the apartment I had been staying in for about 7 months now. I had been here for some long, crazy, satisfying, hectic, hilarious, and VERY different months since I left London to stay in New York for a while to pick up on my career. Summer had come and gone. It faded by and ended ever so sweetly. And yet, though the public and media thought Harry and I had "broken up" we truly hadn't. We weren't ever together. We were just really good friends that still chill together and are best friends STILL. "Um you can just sit it anywhere" I groaned while rubbing my eyes with the hardness from my cold dry hands. New York was cold. Really Cold.

Typically I didn't mind the cold but right now, I missed the warm weather. But I just had about 3 more months until I could leave New York for good. Signing for a freaking apartment lease sucks because you have to stay for a specific period of time before you can leave. My birthday had passed and I must say, it was pretty sad being alone. But now that Harry is here, I don't have to be. My music career finally began to rise and the next song I would be working on was a song specifically with Harry. My new agent, Robin, thought it would be a good idea and that it would sell fast meaning as in One Direction is still huge right now. It had been a lot of time since I had been with all of them and I truly miss it. The fun times we had, and the last day I saw them still burns in the back of my mind.

Harry and I had a short term fling that was covered by nothing but denial trying to keep ourselves from falling in love. I didn't want to fall for him just like he didn't want to fall for me. If we were to fall in love, there would just be a grave at the end of the road waiting for us to fall in and prick us with the black rose thorn that has slowly died causing our hearts to break to millions of pieces and bleed internally.

They last day in London, I didn't even say goodbye. I just held my head up high and hugged Harry. I hugged everyone else there too and boy did T-Bird cry!! I never thought such a tough guy could cry like that. I guess it is true what they say, you can be tough on the outside but gooey on the inside. Harry's face that day destroyed me for a long time. He looked so heartbroken. He looked like he could die right there and would be perfectly content with it. But now I didn't have to worry about that. I was happy to be here now. Now that Harry is here. After I left though, I lost my best friend Peri. She went back home to be with her mama and I understood. She needed to go be with her mother. She also started going to college and also she was getting her life on track.

I looked over towards Harry, his grey V-neck long sleeved shirt, and black skinny jeans on. He had just got here this morning. He was hot as hell. I had to tame myself though because if I didn't, God only knows I would trample him and kiss him so hard. I wouldn't even care if I did. I still have hardcore feelings for this boy. The rush of emotion and chills running up and down my spine every time I even think about just holding him in my arms! "Beth, um I am so glad to be here with you!" he said to me as I straightened up the kitchen. I grinned as I listened to his beautiful British accent and his sweet voice that he has. "I missed you..." he said as he paused and I looked up. He looked as if he were trying to find the right words to say. "I missed you... a... um... a lot." he finally finished as he hesitated. I could feel my cheeks flush with heat rushing to them leaving a red tint.

I continued straightening up the area, and then I felt it. The arms slowly reached around my waist and held me tightly. I felt his warm body brushing against mine. Then a warm wet sensation upon my neck. His soft tender lips were kissing my neck and it felt heavenly. I could melt right here like ice cream on a hot summer day. I blushed, and I was losing control! This little flirting game that was occurring on me had to stop but I don't want it to stop!! It was growing very intense and I loved it.