Picture This (An R5/Riker Lynch fanfic)

Chapter 14

I feel absolutely HORRIBLE! He thinks it's totally his fault. The truth is, I really mean no harm to Riker

The guilt has been becoming worse each time I hang out with Riker. And it becomes even WORSE, I don't know how THAT'S possible

When he gives me that signature smile of his, it makes my stomach twist in a sickening knot, a mixture of love, wait LIKE, and guilt

Riker's my best friend who has told me everything. Who am I to do otherwise to him? Oh what am I gonna do?!

Luckily, today was a busy day for pretty much everyone. Ryland was at a friend's house, Ross working on Austin and Ally, Rydel over at Rage, Riker at Glee and Rocky working on some tunes for R5's new album over at the studio. Roshon had school, and the parents all at work

So I was home alone... And dead boooooorrrrred!!!!

I was currently being a couch potato staring into blank space

WHAT AM I DOING?! I've been mourning all my life on how I wanted to move to LA and here I am, IN LA, wasting my time

I got up and grabbed my phone, keys and wallet and slipped it into my back pocket of my jeans and went out

Where to go? Where to go?? I thought to myself wandering around the neighborhood aimlessly and eventually reaching the park

It was a b-e-a-UTIFUL sight to see! Kids running around at the park playground, couples having picnics and enjoying the cool breeze, Riker smooching a girl on a bench... WAIT WHAT?!

Riker. Kissing. Another. Girl

My eyes instantly stung with tears as I started walking away quietly

Just right before my eyes, I saw the dreamy guy sucking faces with a red head...

Wait, why am I sad? It's not like we're together. We never were...

And I guess he deserves to be treated as well as that girl could. I mean, ever since I came, came back to be specific, you all know how it always ends, with the both of us in tears

He needs someone who can make him happy. Not me, all I do is make him extremely upset and confused

I can't help but feel that my existence only causes hurt to others. STOP THINKING THAT! My conscience yells at me

I sigh and decided to go over to the Lynch house to see if anyone else is home

I rang on the door and instantly heard footsteps from behind the door. The door swung open to reveal Rydel

"Hey, are you okay? Why are you crying?" she asked worriedly

Damn. I really cry a lot

"Wait, I'm still crying? Sorry, was watching Romeo and Juliet" I lie, wiping my tears

I hope that sounded convincing

"Okay. Come on in" she replies sounding convinced

"So... Where is everyone?" I ask the obvious

"What you mean by everyone meaning my older bro, he's at Glee. He should be home soon" she says matter-o-factly

"Del, its been a while since we had proper girl time. Wanna oh I don't know, go shopping or something?" I ask trying to avoid the Riker topic knowing that he will most likely come home with a girlfriend later today

"I thought you were never gonna ask!" she squeals, jumping up and dragging me out of the front door and to Chubbs

Our ride there was pretty much screaming the lyrics to songs on the radio and laughing and stuff. Gotta love the Lynches