I can feel your heart beat..when I need you by my side..*werewolf*
Day 17 of Month 09
"Mandy, I-I can't do this." I whispered, feeling the tears forming in my eyes again. I shook my head, making my curled hair go everywhere as I held on to my arm.
"You can Sam, you need to move on." she mumbled, while looking through my wardrobe. I stared down at my arm, furrowing my eyebrows. I can't move on, he's the one I need, the one I love, the one that makes everything better. The only guy in this world who actually wanted to take care of me. I sighed, ducking my head down, exposing the top of my back, letting the cool air hit it. "Sam, w-what's that?" I heard Mandy question. I turned my head to the side, watching her as she made her way over, staring at something.
"What are you talking about?" I questioned, opening my eyes wide, making my lashes filled with mascara to hit just below my eyebrow. Make-up, something I hadn't worn in a long time. I watched her as she continued to make her way towards me, reaching her arm out in the process.
"Did you get a tattoo?" she asked, as I felt her finger trace along somewhere on my shoulder. I shivered from the cold, staring at her confused.
"What are you talking about?" I turned my head around as far as I could, but couldn't see a thing.
"No-no, look." She got a hold of my wrist and dragged me over to the long mirror, hanging on my wall. I turned my head to the side as I looked at the mirror, over my shoulder. My eyes widened in shock as I stared at the small hand writing just below my shoulder.
"I thought that was just a dream.." I mumbled, tracing my finger along the black letters that spelled the name.. 'Justin Bieber'
I stared up at the blue sky, admiring the sun. It's bright light, shone down on all of us with such power. The were little clouds in the sky, but with each one, they made out a shape. I sighed happily, as I lay down on the beach towel, that lay on the sand.
"Quite a view, huh?" I turned my attention back to the beautiful soul that lay next to me. I felt myself look at him with such love, lust, happiness, amazement and passion. His brown orbs bared into mine, as the sun shone down on his features. I nodded my head, smiling as I felt his arm wrap around somewhere near my waist.
"It's always been a dream of mine to come here, but with you? That dream became reality, but better." I mumbled, hiding my head in his chest, staring down at our legs intertwined. The Hawaiian air, all around us, leaving a slight breeze.
"I'm sorry I had to leave you." I heard him mumble. "I just wanted you to be safe, and for now, the only way I can be with you is in your dreams." I stared back up at him, with sadness, but with happiness. I held his hand in mine, intertwining our fingers.
"I'm glad for dreams then, without them, I probably would've went crazy without you." I mumbled, placing a soft kiss on his jaw line, causing his beautiful brown eyes to flutter closed. "But why did you have to go?" I asked, hiding my head in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent. I let my fingers play with his as the ocean breeze blew in among us.
"I need to keep you safe, I know it makes no sense now, but it will. I promise you I'll come back when the time is right." He whispered, bringing my face up to his. "I don't want anyone to hurt you, I'm doing this because I love you. You know that, right?" a smile instantly spread across my face as he said this. He never just says 'I love you.' for the sake of it, or just because he thinks he need's to. He only says it when he means it. When he needs me to know.
"I know, because I love you too." I whispered, placing his soft, plump, pink lips upon mine. I smiled feeling the sensation running through my body. My heart beat increased as I felt his grip on my hips tighten as he pulled himself closer. I instantly melted inside, feeling his tongue trace against my lip, but I politely declined, as I pulled away. I smiled warmly at him, before wrapping my arms around his waist, resting my head on his chest. "Not here." I whispered, my head moving up and down, with the rate of his breathing. "We can when we're actually together, not on a beach in my dreams, but when we're actually together. It'll give us something worth waiting for." I whispered, placing my lips on his once more, before staring into his warm brown eyes, and smiling cheekily.
"Okay." he breathed out, holding my hips. "I want to show you something then." before I could even manage a 'what?' I was in what looked to be a tattoo parlour.
"What are we doing here?" I asked, looking around in awe. He chuckled from behind, leaning down at kissing my cheek tenderly.
"I want you to give me a tattoo." he whispered, pulling me closer. I shot my head to the side, staring at him wide-eyed.
"What?" I questioned, smiling but confused. "I can't do that." I told him, playfully shoving him.
"You can." he whispered, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "All you have to do is sign your name." he whispered, walking over to a chair and sitting on it, across from another. "I want you to do it Sam." he whispered. "Please." he begged, holding my hand. I sighed as he sat me on his lap.
"I can't believe I just did that." I whispered as I did the finishing touches on his chest, just below his shoulder. It had actually come out pretty good. I read over it, making sure if was perfect. 'Samantha Clarkson.' "Can you give me one?" I whispered, feeling my cheeks turn pink.
"A tattoo?" he questioned. I turned to look at him, smiling.
"Yes." I breathed out. "Just below my shoulder on my back. Your name. To signify that I'm yours and I forever will be yours." I whispered, leaning my head into his shoulder, feeling him rub my bare back, just below my bikini.
"Okay." he whispered. I smiled getting off his lap and laying down on my stomach, on the longer chair. "It may hurt a little." I heard him whisper as he got out the black pen.
"Just do it, please." I whispered. I smiled, feeling the cold, wet liquid seep into my skin.
"I hope you like it." he whispered as i got up from the chair and made my way over towards the dirty mirror, hanging low on the shelf.
"Why wouldn't I?" I chuckled, turning around and looking at the newly printed ink on my skin, spelling out the one I love. 'Justin Bieber.'
I smiled, letting the dream play back in my head, but it quickly vanished once I realised it wasn't real, but the tattoo was.
"Well, you better go, Jason's waiting." Mandy spoke out, breaking me from my trance.
"Uh, ye-yea. Okay." I whispered, grabbing my bag and heading downstairs, feeling as if I was being watched..I didn't need this, I needed love..from him.
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