I can feel your heart beat.. (Justin Bieber) *werewolf*

..when I miss you..

I can feel your heart beat..when I miss you.. *werewolf*

Weeks have passed and he was no where in sight. Weeks have passed and I can't halp but feel empty inside. Weeks have passed and with all the day's he's gone the pain in my heart, my head and my stomach is just getting worse and worse and worse. No one's heard from him, no one has saw him, no one cares where he is.. besides me. Well it seems that way, whenever I bring up the topic to Christian or Mandy they just shrug it off, like it's not important.

Maybe I'm just overexagerating a little bit, maybe he'a just gone back on tour.. but their were no concert dates. 

Maybe he's just out of town.. but then again I saw his mom the other day.

Weeks have passed and with everyday he has been gone, I miss him more and more.

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I watched as my feet hit the hard pavement with every step they took. I watched how with every step they took it would make an echoing sound around the empty street and the water from the pouring rain would splash leaving my converse and jeans soaking wet. I stopped dead in my tracks and looked up at the sky letting the rain drip down my face. I smiled as it refreshed me, my tear stained face was now clear and moist. I heard a familiar soft chuckle from behind me, I immediately turned around to only see the again empty street with one street lamp. I crinkled my eyebrows together in confusion as I started my walk again. Again I heard the same soft chuckle and the sound of someone running echoing through the town. I stopped again and looked around, my heart beat increasing, it was pounding in my chest.

'I can feel your heart beat..'  The pain in my head increased as his words came into mind. The laughing became louder and the running sound increased in speed. I rubbed my temples as my eye's began to burn and the pain in both my stomach and head became worse.

'running through me'  his voice finished. I yelped in pain as I rubbed my temples trying to get the pain away, I was spinning around in circles and my balance was not so good. 

'Maybe it's the way you move..'  I screamed in pain as somehow my body moved in an unatural way, I heard a loud cracking noise. Tears brimmed my eyes. 

'You got me dreaming like a fool..' I felt light headed as I felt my legs give in on me. 

'That I can steal your heart away,

I can steal your heart away..' those were the last words I heard before the pavement came increasingly close to my head as the blackness took over me. 

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I winced in pain as I felt something jab into my right arm. I did my best to open my eyes but the blinding light hurt so much. I shut them tight as whatever was in my arm was pulled out. I couldn't move any part of my body, besides my head. I started to hyperventilate when I didn't recognise where I was. The bed didn't feel familiar, but the scent was. I slowly opened my eyes, but my vision was a blur. I blinked a few times as my vision returned. I was laying down in bed, but not my bed. A bed I saw in my dreams, this room I saw in my dreams, he I saw in my dreams. 

I quickly shut my eyes as I heard the sound of someone coming. I could hear the door opening and closing and the sound of someone approaching me. 

"I know your awake.." he whispered. "I just wanna let you know I'm sorry for what happened and.. for this." I felt a firm grip on my ankle and the same cracking noise I heard before. Pain overtook my body as I screamed in agony. The pain subsided and I could move my body again. "Please Sam, open your eyes" his soft angelic voice pleaded. I shook my head no as I squeezed them shut even more.

'Please' his voice pleaded in my head. I sat up against the head board as I found my self opening my  eyes. But I kept them looking at my wrists, the scars were still there from Monday, when no one was home, the only time I had for myself. His hand came over and held onto my arm, covering the scars. I winced in pain as he took hold of the knew ones. He must of saw them because he gasped as my wrist turned in different directions.

"Why?" his voice cracked. I looked down again, still not willing to look him in the eyes. "Please look at me." he pleaded again but this time, his voice sounded so much more fragile. "Please" he repeated. I looked up again to meet his once beautiful caramel brown eyes, but they were'nt the same. They were a dark brown color, almost black. He no longer had his famous long hair it was cut short, and may I say he looked hotter, but I loved the flip. His body was much more fit and you could clearly see his muscles through his shirt. "Why?" he repeated.

'Because noboddy loves me' I wanted to reply but I didn't, I just shrugged my shoulder's. 

"Nobody loves you? Everybody loves you! Your mom does! It may not seem like it, but she does! She'd die if anything happened to you, do you know how bad she felt for making you go to school when clearly you were in no condition to. Your dad! He loves you with all his heart, he can't stand to hear or see you so hurt, he wants to be in your life, he truly does but that's just not an option right now and your sister! Kayla loves you, she may not show it but she does. When you were at home crying your eyes out and .. hurting your self, did you even see her? She was crying herself because you were so hurt! What about Mandy and Christian? They were'nt able to look at each other the same ever since that night at the theatre, both of them tried to help you but you just kept pushing them away! And I lo- ..just, you are loved Sam, by everyone.. you are loved.." he shouted but lowered his voice into a whisper at the end. Tears streamed down his face as he finished his speech. 

I wrapped him in a bone crushing hug as he competely broke down. He had never looked so fragile. The tears I had been holding back, made their way down my cheeks. "I'm sorry" I whispered as I rubbed his back in a soothing tone. I had hurt him and I needed to fix it.

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So , there you have it, Chapter 4!:D

I hope you like it!

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-Lauren<3