My Gramophone Elegance: Ben Bruce

Bite Your Lip And Fake It

*2 week later*

The past 2 weeks were a haze, I had slept through most of it; I woke up to get food or when Ben was drunk and snoring loudly next to me. Today was different though when I woke up. I didn't wake up from the need to pee, or because the guys were being too loud, or because Ben was snoring. I woke up too complete silence, which was strange. I got up and fixed my hair before I walked back up into the front lounge area. I noticed that no one was on the bus and it was quite dark outside. I realised that the guys were either all out at the pub or in the middle of the show, so I grabbed a bottle of jacks and a couple of movies and went to go to the back lounge just as I felt someones arms wrap around my waist.

"I see sleeping beauty has finally arrison" Ben kissed my neck and I smiled.

"Hey honey" I moaned slightly from his kisses and turned around, wrapping my arms around his neck and kissed him hard.

He laughed softly and he gently pushed me into the back lounge and onto the bed. He planted kisses along my chest making me moan and got up and smirked as he stole my bottle of jacks and put a movie on.

I pouted and reached for the jacks "baby give it back pwease" 

He quickly opened it and sculled half of it and laughed as I playfully glared at him. He was bigger and stronger than me so I couldn't exactly snatch it off him, although it was worth a shot. I got up and pounced on him, causing him to stumble back onto the bed and I took the opportunity to snatch it of him and poked my tongue at him as I succeeded.

"Take that Benjamin" I giggled as he tickled my ribs and wriggled on his crutch as I straddled him, causing him to groan. My eyes widen and I stopped "Oh shit sorry babe.." I went to get off him but he stopped me by grabbing my hips and holding me in place.

"It's okay love" he guided my hips, making me grind properly "I like it.." he blushed slightly.

He was so adorable when he blushed, it literally the cutest thing ever because he comes across so rude and mean, but on the inside he is the sweetest person ever. I never thought I would ever fall in love, I didn't want to because I was so scared of getting hurt, but I had to admit Ben stole my heart from day one. I smiled down at him as he started to close eyes and giggled as he groaned in pleasure. He smirked as I grinded a little faster and he quickly flipped us and started to take off my clothes, but I gently pushed him off me and rolled over and went back to watching the movie.

He propped himself up on his elbow and looked at me confused "am I missing something? did I do something wrong?" he questioned.

He didn't do anything wrong, I wanted to tell him that but then I would have to explain my actions. I was still a virgin but that wasn't the problem, I was afraid that he would leave me once I gave myself to him.. He didn't know any of this so i just stayed quiet, but I knew he wouldn't let this go until I explained myself.

"Sky look at me" he gently rolled me over so I was facing him "talk to me. I'm sorry if I'm going to fast for you, I just want you so bad"

I let out a heavy, shaky sigh "No you didn't do anything wrong Ben" I looked around avoiding eye contact "It's just.. I'm still a virgin... Infact I've never done anything more than kiss someone.. And I'm scare-"

His eyes widen at this, I didn't quite know what to think. He didn't speak, you could see that he was pondering on what I has said although I couldn't tell if it was good or bad. 

Then he spoke with a soft smile "Baby girl I promise you I'll be gentle, I'm not going to hurt you. You know i would never hurt you, I love you" he kissed me softly and entwined his fingers in mine.

"No I know you never hurt me, that's not what I'm scared of" I looked up at him "I'm scared that you'll leave me as soon as I give myself to you"

He shook his head and cupped my face as I looked away, making me look at him "I will never leave you Sky. Especially not once you've given yourself to me" he smiled softly "as much as I want you, I will however long it takes for you to be ready and if you don't want to give me your virginity, that's okay"

I smiled hearing this, it was extremely reassuring "but what about the fact I've never done anything with a guy.. I don't have any experience.."

"Honey that's okay. I love the fact that you haven't had any experience, because it means I can teach you and show you the right way and I can make sure that you won't get hurt or have a bad experience."

I smiled. God he always knew exactly what to say and dam that smile had a way into me.

"Where are the guys? And how long do we have to ourselves?" I asked shyly.

He grinned as he got up and closed and locked the back door "they're at the bar, we should have at least a couple of hours to ourselves"

Ben came back over to the bed and crawled on top of me, making me lay down and blush. 

"You sure about this princess?" he looked up at me.

I nodded and smiled "Couldn't be more sure"

He kissed me hard and kissed down my neck causing me to moan and slowly slid my dress down my body and reached around and unclasped my bra with ease and threw it across the room. I pulled off his shirt and fiddled with his belt as we kissed. He took of his pants and boxers and slid off my underwear. He looked up at me as he lined himself up, making sure I was ready and when I nodded he slowly pushed himself in me. I moaned louder and louder as he picked up the pace. I didn't want it to end.

***

Ben flopped next to me and smiled as I fell back against the bed panting. I couldn't help but smile, that was amazing. He was amazing. It was so much more than I expected it to be.

"Wow" was all I could get out as I panted.

Ben chuckled and pulled me into his side "Yeah, that was amazing"

I smiled at him and kisses him softly "Thank you"

"For what" he questioned.

"Everything" I smiled up at him, "For understanding, for not hurting me"

He smiled and kissed my forehead and whispered "I love you, Skylar"

"I love you too, Ben" I whispered back.

We laid there in silence for a while until Ben started to kiss my neck again and his hand wandered back up my thigh and I couldn't help but let a moan slip. He smirked and started to lower his kisses from my neck, to my breasts and down my stomach. He stopped at my navel piercing and played with the bar with his mouth, making me moan louder. He looked up at me innocently and continued to lower his kisses to my hips. I knew exactly where this was going. He was obviously going to give me the whole experience tonight.