Mysterious Love and Lies

MLAL- chapter 22

.....and the story continues....

**Maya's P.O.V**

"you....what?!?" i exclaimed.

"I still love you Maya.....I never stopped" he replied looking at Hudson.

"then what the hell was that with you and Lauren" I asked still surprised by what he just admitted and a bit annoyed.

"I was trying to get over you....you made it pretty clear you didn't want to be with me Maya" he said.

"well I mean....blame me for not wanting to be with the guy that lied to me multiple times, then when i told him i was pregnant with his baby..he left me! In a parking lot..I'm sorry that I didn't want to be with the guy that hurt me so much" I spat.

I'd never really told Harry my feelings about everything that had happened in the past year.

All the lies, pain, hurt...it still stung.

"Maya..I'm sorry..I've told you a million times..I was stupid..I was panicking...I went crazy when we broke up"

"everything that was important to me..didn't matter anymore because I couldn't share it with you..I turned to Lauren because..I was looking for someone that loved me, I was trying to fill the void inside me"

"Lauren..shes an amazing girl and she made me feel okay..until you came back to school..then I started to remember everything..us..and I started to feel empty again"

"but Lauren did so much for me..and I couldn't bring myself to break up with her but I miss you Maya..I miss us"

"...I love you" he said taking a deep breath.

"Harry..i don't know" i said.

"are you kidding me? how can you not have feelings for me anymore?' he said standing up.

"I didn't say i didn't have feelings for you...i love you..but its just too hard for me to trust you" i said.

"what else do you want from me Maya...I've told you how I feel." he said.

"you don't get it do you. Harry..you lied to me MULTIPLE times. not just once..more than once..you left me..you cant just expect to come back in my life that easily" i stood up facing him.

"and now I'm here.....I've completely devoted myself to you and Hudson..but you wont accept it!" he screamed.

"can you shut-up and let him rest" i signalled towards Hudson.

"can you listen to me" he said trying to draw my attention towards him.

"no Harry...i'm not doing this right now" i walked out of the room and headed towards the wash room.

I had no idea whether to forgive him or not. 

I walked to sink and turned on some cold water to splash onto my face. I heard the door to the bathroom open. I wiped the tears off my face that had magically appeared and headed out.

"Maya.."

"Harry! What the hell are you doing in here..get out! i exclaimed.

I'm not letting you go again..I've let go of you way too many times and I'm not making the same mistake" he said.

By now our faces where inches apart.

I stared into his green eyes fighting back the urge to kiss him. That's when i felt his soft lips on mine. I kissed him like I never have before. Our lips moved in sync. I missed this.

Something inside me kept telling me not to fall back for him. But i couldn't stay away from him anymore.

"I forgive you" i kissed him once more.

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I know this is SUPER LATE AND SHORT and i'm SO SORRY 

i've been really busy 

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theres no goal for the next chapter 

I'll update hopefully within the next 2 days cuz i feel really bad about how late and short this chapter is 

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