Chapter Nineteen.
Arguments.
"Phil are you crying?" Dan asked as we all watched 'the fault in our stars' I was basically sobbing next to Dan eating cereal at the same time. Phil who was on the other side of Dan was also crying whilst eating cereal. We were a mess.
"They were too young!" I protested making Dan chuckle and rest a hand on my thigh. I looked down at it then back at the screen.
"It's just a film" Dan said making me and phil go into a fit of shouting about Hazel and Gus been in love, Dan just laughed at our sudden outburst and turned his attention back to the film.
It had been three days since me and Dan kissed and we hadn't spoken about it, I had hung out with Dan and Phil most the day. We watched movies and talked about my upcoming book tour and their books. I had gotten up to go to the toilet when i heard Dan say he was going too make some tea.
I gulped hearing his footsteps behind me, and my heart started to beat fast when he grabbed me from behind and pushed me too the wall. I looked up at the six foot giant and felt my whole body go tense. Dan had this effect on me that nobody else had, i couldn't describe it.
"I've missed you" He said quietly grabbing my hips. I looked up at him lost for word's.
"I...Dan what are we?" I asked licking my chapped lips as my whole mouth seemed to have gone dry.
"Do we really have to do this?" He asked and I looked down; "I like you Violet...I just can't let people know I like you" he sighed and I pushed him away from me as hard as I could. Baring in mine this only knocked him back slightly.
"Are you fucking kidding me Dan?" I frowned raising my voice. I heard Phil get up and come to the door.
"It's not like that V" he said trying to calm me down.
"What is it like then? You string me along all the time then push me away! What am I supposed to do?!" I shouted, I felt my heart beating so fast it was ready to fall out.
"Just calm down"
"Don't tell me to calm down! You can't just mess with my feelings like this" I snapped as he looked taken back from my outburst.
"I'm sorry" he said stepping closer but I pushed him away, and started to head for the front door.
"Oh come on Violet, don't go" Dan said following me, I saw Phil standing in the Livingroom doorway looking shocked at the argument.
"Figure out what you want Dan" I said grabbing my coat and walking out of the front door.
-Dans POV-
I sighed closing the door after Violet, I didn't mean it the way it came out. I meant not to tell the fans, not keep her a secret from everybody. I was shocked to see Phil glaring at me from the Livingroom.
"What?" I asked walking towards him. He looked pretty angry from his normally light blue eyes were now dark blue.
"What the hell are you playing at?" He snapped and I was taken back by his tone. Phil was never angry in the slightest.
"What?" I asked looking at him.
"Care to explain what you just did to her? She didn't leave for nothing Dan" he spat at me, I felt guilty. I hurt Violet and this meant hurting Phil too.
"It wasn't my fault, she asked what we were and I sai-" I started but he stopped me.
"What you were?"
"Fine okay! I have a crush on her, heck I took her on two dates and kissed her big deal" I frowned getting angry myself now, Phils face dropped into sadness when I said this. He looked down taking a deep breath before answering.
"Y-you kissed her?" He asked sheepishly looking at me and I nodded feeling absolutely terrible about it.
"Phil I didn't know...you had something for her"
"Well I did, I can't believe you Dan" Phil grabbed his coat before storming past me, and out the front door and slamming it. I had just lost the two most important people in my life.
