My Boyfriend Billie

Shall we?

Billies POV
I can't stand just looking at Tre.. It hurts me inside that I can't walk up to him and kiss him without feeling guilty! I can't take it anymore! These thoughts are racing through my head I just want out! I want out!
"I want out!!" I screamed. Well didn't see that coming..
"Billie? What's wrong??" Mike asks worried.
"N-nothing, it's just nothing.." My voice trails off.
"You sure buddy cause you've been acting weird lately?" Jason asks with a worried look.
"No really guys stop worrying I'm fine!" and they left it at that. But then I asked myself, am I really fine? Mike and Jason leave but Tre stays for a bit longer. I get a text from Adrienne asking if I want to go out for drinks. Of course I say yes but how do I get Tre out?
"Erm, hey Tre?"
"What"
"Well I was just gonna say that I was thinking of going out for drinks with a couple friends.."
"Oh.. I'm guessing your kicking me out then?"
My palms start to sweat when he says that.
"Relax Billie it's fine. See you tomorrow then?"
"Course" I say with a big smile. He kisses me and leaves. He kissed me. Why am I so surprised? I mean technically were together..? Aren't we?





I walk Adie home and I'm on my way home when I see Tre walk out of the bar.
"Hey Billie!"
"Tre, hey what are you doing here?"
"Oh I was looking for you. I asked Barbara where you were. She said you and a girl just left a bit ago..."
'Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.' Was all I could think of.
"Adie. You left with Adie. Right?"
"Tre look I'm sorry I-"
"Shutup. You knew what you were doing was wrong but you did it anyway!"
"Tre I couldn't choose! I love her and I was with you!"
"What?"
'Oh my god.. I just told Tre that I loved Adie!'
"You love her!?"
".... Um.. Well Tre you know me I-"
"Billie you just said you loved her and you were with me! So what is it going to be!? Me or her?!"
"God dammit don't make me choose! I couldn't do this in the first place what makes you think I can do it now!?"
"Choose!"
"Well I can have kids with her and you..."
"Then you choose her.."
Tre starts to walk away and I didn't know what to do. Only one thing popped into my head and it worked.
"Tre!"
"Goodbye Billie!"
"Tre!" I turn him around and kiss him. Not a peck, a long kiss that him and I haven't done in a very long time.
"I'll break it off with Adie tomorrow just don't leave please!" I say breaking the kiss.
"Now Tre Cool." I say with a smile and grabbing for his hand.
"Shall we?" And with that we walked to my house and went up to my bedroom.