september 4th
I missed going to Cameron's apartment with Grayson and Ethan. I missed playing video games really late with them, or playing basketball, or skate boarding, I miss them in general. Grayson wasn't responding to any of my texts and I wasn't sure why. I couldn't text any of them. I never had Ethan's number, and Cameron's got leaked.
"Miah!" My mom called me.
"Yeah?" I waited for her response, there was none. "Yeah?" I yelled again. Damn it I hate when she does this. She calls my name and doesn't answer so I have to go all the way down there. I marched down the stairs and said to my mom, "What is so important that I have to leave the amazing comfort of my bed to talk to you about?" I joked.
"We're going to the museum, be ready in 15 minutes."
"I don't like going to the museum."
"You like your phone don't you?"
"Fine, I'll go get ready." I put on a grey tank top, shorts, and put my hair in a side braid.
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"Can Kylie come?" I asked my mom from the passenger's seat.
"No."
"Then where are we going? This isn't the way to the museum."
"To pick up Leo's friends."
"What! He can have friends with him but I can't? It's bullshit." I mumbled.
"Language!"
"Haha!" Leo lightly slapped the top of my head from the seat behind me.
"Oh your so lucky I can't get you right now kid, cause if I could, I'd kick your ass."
"Miah! Language!" My mom said in a high pitched voice.
"Sorry."
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"Bye boys, meet me back here in 2 hours." My mom turned to me, "Where do you want to go first?"
"I dunno, you choose."
"Okay, let's go to the Arctic."
"Kay." We walked to the Arctic area, she walked over to the chipmunk things that burrow in the snow and awed.
"They're so beautiful."
"Um, mom, you mean they're right? Like the chipmunk thing?"
"No, I mean the snow, Gosh, I love snow. Good thing we'll be living near it."
"Uh, yeah, mom." I hesitated, I was confused, "It's September, snow is just around the corner."
"I love pine trees too."
"Pine trees are pretty."
"Glad you think so."
"Mom, what's going on, why're you acting so weird about all this winter stuff?"
"Well, I have a really big surprise for you."
"Okay, what is it?"
"We are," She hesitated, clearly excited, "Moving to Montreal, Canada!" My mom said smiling really wide and doing jazz hands.
"What." I just stared at her, frowning.
"Aren't you happy? It's Montreal." She said, doing jazz hands again.
"What the fuck is a Montreal?"
"I just told you, it's in Canada."
"Yeah, no shit." I scoffed.
"Miah! Attitude!"
"Mom, I don't think you understand. I'll be leaving all of my friends, Kylie especially. I don't want to leave everything I've known my entire life, mom. All of my dreams, involve being here, and with Kylie. I don't even like snow. Who likes the cold?" Right as I finished my sentence my phone dinged. I looked down at it, I unlocked the message from 'grayson bailey dolan♥️' I stared down at it for a few seconds.
"Miah, what happened sweetheart, what's wrong?"
"No, stay away from me." My voice broke. I was reciting his text him my head.
'jesus fuck off already don't you take a hint? i don't care you you. you're just a worthless fan.'
'jesus fuck off already don't you take a hint? i don't care about you. you're just a worthless fan.'
'jesus fuck off already don't you take a hint? i don't care about you. you're just a worthless fan.'
I ran away from my mom to one of the girl's bathrooms. I couldn't get my breathing under control. The guy I had been obsessed with, for over 2 years. I finally had him, then I just, lost him? What did I do? How could've I prevented it? What didn't I do? The bathroom door bursted open, it was my mom.
"Mom." I moaned. I fell into her arms and sobbed.
"Sh, it's okay baby. Tell me what happened."
"Let's go home."
"Okay honey."
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"So, there was this internet star, right. The show Leo bought me tickets for, I meant him, and then I went to one of my friends house and he was there, so we got closer, and we had a thing. And then he texts me this, mom." I showed her my phone.
"Jesus baby, that's horrible. So, this guy, you think you loved him?"
"I've loved him for 2 years mom." I whispered.
"Awh." My mom hugged my head and gave my forehead a kiss.
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A knock came from my door. Leo popped his head in and smiled. He might be twelve but in my eyes he's still 6 years old. He's adorable.
"Hey." I whispered smiling back.
"Hey, by the way, mom didn't tell me to tell you this, but listen, I'm not happy about moving to that one place in Canada, what's it called?"
"Montreal."
"Oh yeah, Montreal. I don't want to leave all my friends but it's done. Mom and dad have bought the new house already, and I'm sorry about that one boy. I'm not gonna lie, I was snooping a little bit." He laughed. "I love you sis, he doesn't deserve you." He pecked me on the cheek and walked out of my room closing the door.
"I love you too!" I yelled after him.
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