My New Hard Life(A Cancer Story)Editing

Should I or shouldn't I

Xavier's pov

This chapter is all his!

Alison is in remission for about 2 months when the cancer came back with full force. I don't really go and see her much anymore. I know I should but I can't see my little sister fade in front of my eyes. Eva knows just as much as I do if I don't see her and she dies I will be guilty.  So that's it tomorrow me, Aaron and Eva well go to see her.

I woke up got dressed did my hair. I haven't cut my hair since Alison got sick, that way I could cut it and make a wig for her. Once I was done getting ready I went to pick Aaron and Eva up.

"Hey, baby." I smiled. Eva kissed me and giggled she keeps saying I looked like max green which I did a little bit. Aaron coughed in the back sit when I and Eva kissed. That made Eva giggle more and I smiled.  Aaron looked kinda like Andy Biersack but with blonde hair, not black.

"Sorry, Aaron" Aaron laughed as we drove to the hospital singing and screaming to Black Veil Brides, Falling In Reverse, and Escape the Fate 

We got there and they got out. I stayed in the car. "Dude come on you have to," Aaron said and Eva nodded. I walked in and saw my little sister laying in the bed looking almost lifeless.

Eva hugged me tight and pushed my hair out of my face. The salty tears I have tried to hold back for almost a year now come and I couldn't stop.

Here was my 7-year-old sister on life support. I was her older brother and I was letting her down. I love her so much and if anything happened to her it will be like my fault.

She looked at me no fear showed in her eyes.I wondered if she knew she was dying. "Xavier you come." Her voice was weak and horse but she had a small smile that made me calm down a little bit.

"Yeah, I wanted to see my favorite little sister." I smiled and sat on her bed.

We all talked for a little while when the nurse come in and told us we had to go. Since Alison needed rest. As we were walking out Eva turned to me and said. "You were really strong today Xavier I'm proud of you." Aaron nodded in agreement.

"Thanks, guys," I said smiling. The rest of the day we hang out at the mall. but when I got home I found my mom crying. I knew right then and there something had happened to Alison.