Stay With Me

Chapter 4

Camila's Pov

It has officially been two months since I started teaching at this high school and so far it is going quite well much better than I had expected. Except I have the biggest crush on one of my student, the green-eyed girl. From the first time I saw her I started to question my sexuality and it is only getting worse. Some nights I cannot even sleep because she consumed my mind every single day, I'm even having sexual dreams of her doing things to me. If you haven't noticed it is driving me insane. I'm really trying to avoid this obsession or infatuation but I cannot do anything about it. It is inevitable.

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I arrived at class with high hopes to see Lauren and fortunately, I reached before her. So I sat down and tried to occupy myself as much as I possibly could because I am nervous. I don't even know why sigh. She is really going to be the death of me.

When Lauren entered the classroom it like the whole world stopped and all that existed was me and her, the way she was looking at me was not helping the butterflies that were erupting in my stomach. I could not help but stare at her impeccable figure, the way she stands to the way that she walks, everything about her was immaculate. I know I'm weird but she does peculiar things to me without touching or say anything but her presence is enough to drive me crazy.

I couldn't take it any longer I broke our eye contact battle and cleared my throat, she noticed what I did and walked to her seat awkwardly. I tried to compose myself by taking a couple deep breaths and resumed my class.

"I want all of you to write about what you feel love is and express your self it will be confidential"

Anyways a lot of students carried their work in and I must say I was fairly impressed. I know that this might sound bad but I desperately wanted to see what Lauren wrote. I do not know if it is because I really wanted to see what she had written makes it seems like she is taking forever. I continued reading the other students piece until I saw her got up from her desk and walked up to me and gave me her work. She looked at me but her face was masked with an expression that I couldn't read.

I look down at her paper and what I saw made my heart beat rapidly.

'I never been in love so I don't know, so even if it takes years for me to experience it I will tell you then what I think'.