Stay With Me

Chapter 6

Camila Pov:

When I reach home all I did was sulk. I could not stop thinking about the kiss and how her lips fit perfectly with mine.

"Fuck", I screamed into my pillow. I messed up, I screwed up badly. I kissed Lauren, I kissed my fucking student. What the hell was I thinking? How am I going to face her now? How? I am supposed to be straight I was supposed to be attracted men and from I met her I haven't even thought about my ex. Sigh this is bad. This is really bad.

She must be disgusted. Maybe she doesn't even like girls. Oh, who am I kidding she is a lesbian and I heard she is a player, a real heartbreaker. I hate players. What if she only wants to use me and then leave. Oh no, I cannot let that happen!  I have to stay away from her! I mean I need to! It is illegal for a teacher to be involved with a student and I'm already taking big steps in disobeying the rule. I'm screwed.

I spent my entire weekend watching movies and feeling sorry for myself and also thinking how to avoid Lauren. I don't know how I will accomplish that but I have to try, I need to resist temptation.

Finally, it was Monday AGAIN and I was a nervous wreck. I was sweating and shaking looking at the door every second to see if she is coming to class, I was dreading the moment when I have to see her. The bell rang loudly and I started to teach my class but I was rudely interrupted by a loud slam of the classroom door. It was Lauren, she entered the classroom late and didn't even acknowledge my presence. It was like I did not exist.

Isn't this what you wanted Camila?

Of course not

 

There you go again Mila, talking to yourself again. Real smooth.

"Ms. Jauregui, you came to my class late so you are going to have detention after school"

Fuck! why did I do that? I could've let her off the hook.

You know why you didn't, you wanted to see her.  You are such a sneaky little bitch Camila.