Stay With Me

Chapter 5

Sigh, I shouldn't have written that. I knew that I shouldn't but I still did it anyway, I should have even made an effort. Now she says I must stay behind and I am scared. I don't usually get scared but she makes me act way out of character and I like it but then again I don't. She makes me want to just be near her. I crave her so much it is like a hunger that desperately needs to be fed. I want her but I know the consequences so I'm really trying to control myself.

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When the classroom was empty, she looked at me, like really looked at me like she was trying to see what is inside my head.

"Ms. Cabello I-" She cut me off

"Call me Camila"

"Ms. Cabe- I mean Camila I am sorry I should have just researched it"

"No don't be sorry I wanted your opinion and you gave me it", she said.

"Camila I-"

"No Lauren don't say anything, love is a powerful feeling some people think it is a weakness because of the way feel dependent on that special person. Love is when you want to risk it all for one person, love is when you stay up late nights talking to a person and never get bored, love is when you just want to spend all of your life with a certain someone, love is when you get jealous or possessive over someone, love is also when one person consumes your mind in a good way and they are all you think about", she said seriously while looking into my eyes.

"I never felt that before" I whispered.

But what she did next surprised me. She closed the door quietly and then walked seductively towards me while looking straight into my eyes and I was also reciprocating her movements, she leaned in and I met her halfway and looked in her eyes to make sure she was serious about this. Camila once again looked at my lips and bit hers and then it finally happened. Our lips collided in perfect synchronization, it was better than what I imagined, this might be a little cliche but I felt sparks when her lips met mine. Camila's lips felt so compatible with mines. I held her neck and push up her in the wall things was getting more intense because she moaned in my mouth, we both fought for dominance but she gave and let me take control. I worked my way down to her neck and I found her sweet spot and sucked on it and she moaned loudly which only fuel the flame. I kissed her again hard and we pulled apart for breaths and held her in my arms. I did not want to let go but she surprised me by pushing me away. I felt so hurt, she looked at me like she was apologizing with her eyes.  

"Lauren you need to leave"

"But-"

"Never utter a word about this, now go!"

"Okay I'll leave"

I walked out the classroom heartbroken and confused and I didn't look back because I was really angry.