Erase Me (Book 2)

The truth..

Mytheras POV:
I looked up and smiles at Travis before everything went black.
When I woke up I was in my bed, fully clothed now. I slowly sat up, rubbing my eyes, I lifted my shirt and seen my bruised ribs. "That's not nice..." I sighed.
My door opened and I looked up to see Alexis and Travis.
Travis held bandages and cloths. While Alexis held tea.
"You're awake!" Alexis placed the tea down and hugged me.
I said nothing, I was sad to tell them the truth. But I guess it comes out eventually.
"Mythera." She held both my cheeks "I'm so glad you're okay... I was so worried.
I gave her a small smile, kissing her forehead "I'm fine Alexis. Calm down..."
She stood up straight and grabbed he cloths and bandages from Travis.
Travis stood there watching us.
She places the cloths on a chair in the shoulder, then walked up to me replacing the bandage on my head and arm.
She lifted up my shirt, revealing my chest. There was a bandage on the front of my boob.
I shrugged it off and trailed my eyes towards Travis who was staring my chest. I growled, tell me we're just friends and do that? What a idiot.
Alexis pulled my shirt down and passed me the tea.
I took a sip, smiling it was so warm and refreshing.
I placed it down and looked at them both, just waiting for them to question me.
"Mythera-" Alexis sighed. "What's going on?"
"I guess it's about time...." I clenched my fists "I've be putting off this day for so long. Of course Bailey had to ruin it..." I stood up slowly, "let's go." I grabbed Alexis hand and dragged her to the living room.
Laurance was sat there petting Zander.
I made Travis and Alexis sit, while I sat in front of them. "Let me begin..."
I took a deep breath "well, when I a me back in time I was clueless. But... After meeting Hyria id sneak out at night to talk to her. She told me things about myself, until finally, I remembered everything. I'm... How do I say this without sounding insane... A protecter, of the earth. As you seen when I met my sister, Bailey.. That's me in my full form. I've never actually died. Just been set back to a baby, jumped through time... I..." I clenched my fists "it's hard to explain... I..." I bit my lip "I wasn't suppose to remember this, but it happened..."
"Mythera...." Alexis sat there. "But..."
I stood up "I'm not gonna die with you guys... It's why I wanted to leave. Because I don't wanna see you die..."
"I..." Travis eyes were clouded with tears.
I looked down "I... I was mad when I found you guys... Because watching Travis die was too much for me. And I knew with you and Laurance I would fall apart even more than I already had... I..." I fell to my knees, it was hard to breath "i... I'm so sorry..."
Someone grabbed my hand and pulled me up, I looked up through teary eyes to see Travis.
"Damnit Mythera.." He whispered grabbing my cheek, gently then pressing his lips harshly against mine, before they softened a bit.
I kissed him back for a while before pulling away and biting my bottom lip.
"Mythera...." He held my hands "you... I don't wanna put you through pain. But I can't leave your side...."
"I... Please..." I begged.
"Mythera. We don't want to hurt you... But we can't leave you alone." Alexis grabbed my hands "please..."
I looked down "aren't you guys gonna ask me about bailey?"
"Yeah what's with that.?" Laurance quickly said.
"Shes my sister... I started humping through time, there's only one of me. Meanwhile my family lived over and over, restarting life but never dying, so I'd find them. But I... Bailey holds it against me. She thinks I did it to leave her. We were really close. But..." I stood up "I'm sorry guys..." I clenched my fists "I don't think I can-"
"MYTHERA YOU GOD DAMN IDIOT!" Travis yelled standing up and staring into my eyes.
I looked at him, he yelled at me.. He never got mad with me...
"Mythera.  DID YOU EVER TAKE A MINUTE TO THINK ABOUT US?"
"Travis calm down!" Alexis grabbed his wrist.
"NO!" Travis snapped, placing his hands on my shoulders, gently. "Mythera listen.  WE can't live without you either. We understand your pain. But what about us!"
"TRAVIS!" Alexis said grabbing his arm and pulling him back. "SHUT YOUR MOUTH! YOURE THE ONLY ONE THINKING SELFISHLY HERE!"
I stood there "I..." Tears poured down my cheeks as I dropped to my knees "I'm sorry I'm not good enough, always putting myself in front of others..." My hair turned white once again, and eyes black. But no armor. Whenever I get to emotional this happens, although I usually fight it. But I let myself go.
I stood up "I'm... I... I..."
"Mythera i-" Travis was cut off by me.
"No. You're right. I only think about myself. Constantly pushing your guys feelings away and bothering you with my feelings. I promise I'll stop being so... Ungreatfull..." Baileys words repeated in my head as I spoke.

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Word count: 885
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Boom. Sadness.
DONT CRY
CRAFT