THE BEGINNING OF DEATH - NITRO CIRCUS FAN FICTION

Chapter 16

'In the chill of your stare I am painfully lost Like a deer in the lights of an oncoming bus For the thrill of your touch I will shamefully lust As you tell me we're nothing but trouble'

I bopped my head up and down as 'a love like war by all time low' blasted through my head phones. I sat on the hard ground of andy's garage as I tightened the chain on all of the bikes.

I sang along as the chorus played. "Heart's on fire tonight Feel my bones ignite Feels like war, war Feels like war, war Heart's on fire tonight Feel my bones ignite Feels like war, war Feels like war, war"

I slipped my head phones off my head as Matt kneeled down beside me. I handed him the wrench and he helped me tighten the chain on his bike. I grabbed the towel from the floor beside me and whipped the grease off my hands.

"you okay? You seem out of it today" Matt asked, whipping his hands with the towel as well.

"yeah, i just don't feel good" I said, pushing my self off the ground.

Matt nodded his head and rode off on his black BMX. I walked over to the rack of bikes and pulled my WE THE PEOPLE BMX bike that was all black along with bright blue rims. I walked back over to where I was sitting and sat down. I grabbed the wrench and began to tighten the chain, breaks, and the handles.

"what you doing?" Andy whispered, kneeling beside me.

"tightening the chain on my bike" I said in an obvious tone.

"what's wrong" Andy asked, sitting on the ground behind me.

I groaned. "would you guys stop?"

"stop what?" Andy asked as if it wasn't the most obvious thing.

I stood up from the ground and began screaming. "stop asking if I'm okay! I'm obviously okay! I'm not died so its not a big deal!" I Dropped the wrench and covered my face with my hands.

"calm down" Andy said, as I heard him stand up.

I uncovered face and walked towards the garage door. "don't talk to me"

I opened the door and walked in side. I grabbed my phone off the counter and ran up stairs. I locked the bathroom door behind me. I quickly dialed the number for the airport and bought a plane ticket. I thanked the lady before I hung up. I leave tonight at 7:00. I shoved my phone in my sweater pocket and opened the bathroom door. Andy stood there.

"your leaving?" he asked, with a sad look on his face.

"yeah" I nodded, not looking at him because I didn't want to cry.

Andy wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. "I love you"

"I love you too"

*

I was currently at the airport about to enter the plane, but before I did I gave all the boys a hug.

First was Kyle. "I'm gonna miss you. Don't do anything to stupid while I'm gone"

"I won't" he whispered back, releasing me so I could give Ryan a hug.

Ryan wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the ground. "I'm gonna miss you and all your crazy antics"

"I'm gonna miss you to" I said, looking up into his eyes. "don't forget that I'm the most awesomest person ever"

He chuckled while unwrapped his arms from around my waist. "I won't. No one can replace you anyways"

"good" I said, turning to go hug Matt.

"I'm gonna miss you big fella" I whispered, into his chest.

"miss you too" he whispered back.

We released from the hug and he pushed me towards Andy.

"hey" Andy said, in a voice that made me almost cry.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as a tear streamed down my face. "I'm gonna miss you"

Andy leaned down and kissed me. The kiss was like we weren't gonna see each other in forever. He released and connected our foreheads.

"I'm gonna miss you too" he whispered.

"we'll be able to see each other in two weeks when we go on tour again" I said, a smiled sneaking onto my face.

He smiled back. "I love you"

"I love you more" I giggled.

"not possible" he said, shaking his head.

"I think it's very possible" I said, unwrapping my arms for his neck.

"well I still love you" he said.

"good" I replied, grabbing my suit case.

I said bye to all of the guys once more before I entered the plane. I kept the smile on my face the whole time.

I love all of you.......

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