THE BEGINNING OF DEATH - NITRO CIRCUS FAN FICTION

Chapter 22

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"I need more dreams

And less life

I need that dark

In a little more light

I cried tears you'll never see

So fuck you, you can go cry me an ocean

And leave me be

You are what you love

Not who loves you

In a world full of the word 'Yes'

I'm here to scream"

My head rested against Andy's shoulder, while I sang along to the radio. My eyes were glued to Andy's IPhone as he scrolled through twitter, his left arm wrapped around my waist. I was curled up in the middle back seat of the truck, leaning up against Andy.

My eyes roamed around the truck, watching as Ryan smiled down at his phone before replying to the text. Then my eyes travelled to Matt who was sitting beside me, sound asleep with his mouth hanging open. That's what happens when you get wasted the night before! I giggled, transferring my gaze over to Kyle who was driving. He had his left arm up against window, resting his head on it while he used his right hand to steer. He would occasionally bop his head up and down to the 'Fall Out Boy - Save Rock and Roll' album, and then he would glance at Ryan and laugh.

I leaned forward, resting my head up against the side of Kyle's seat. "How's it going?"

Kyle glanced at me, a smile slipping onto his lips. "Pretty good, there's a gas station up ahead, were going to stop."

"Jamie, come back and love me!" Andy whined, wrapping his arms back around my waist and pulling me back into our cuddling position.

"No, no

Wherever I go, go

Trouble seems to follow

I only plugged in to save rock and roll

Rock and roll, no

Wherever I go, go

Trouble seems to follow

I only plugged in to save rock and roll

Until your breathing stops (stops stops)

Until your breathing stops (stops stops)

Until your (your, your, your, your)

Forever, forever"

I sang, keeping my eyes glued to Andy's the whole time. Andy smiled, pecking my forehead, and then started laughing.

I pouted, scrunching up my nose. "Why are you laughing?"

"You're just so cute." Andy smiled, sticking his tongue out at me.

He leaned down, connecting our lips. I slowly slipped my arms around his neck, kissing him back. His arms slipped around my back, leaning his body into me, the whole time a smile on his lips. His mouth opened, the kiss changing to a French one. He surprised me by fighting for dominance, which he won without difficulty. After a few moments we broke apart to breath.

"You going to be okay?" Andy asked, his voice quiet and soft as he ran his thumb across my cheeks.

"Yeah, I think I'm finally able to face them." I whispered back, wrapping my arms around his waist and pulling him in for a hug.

"Are you ready to forgive them?"

I frowned, biting the inside of my cheeks. "I'm ready to forgive Lyn-z, let her into my life. she deserves forgiveness, but I'm still not ready to forgive dad. He went behind my back, didn't even ask me, and asked Lyn-z to marry him. I understand his love for her is infinite, but he could of at least asked if I was ready to have a new mother."

Andy nodded, wrapping his arms around me so that he could pull me close. He grabbed the blanket off the floor of the truck and wrapped it around us, but not before he stripped off his hoodie and slipped it onto me.

"You don't look so good." Andy pouted, resting his head on my shoulder.

"Honestly, I don't feel that good either." I said, closing my eyes and letting a yawn out.

Andy grabbed my left hand, rubbing his thumb over it. "You're hands are cold."

The truck came to a sudden halt, causing Andy and I to knock heads. Kyle turned around, smirking. "Were here. Wake Matt up, I'm getting the gas."

Ryan followed Kyle out of the truck, heading to the gas station. I rubbed my forehead, turning to face Matt, who was still knocked out. I nudged him with my elbow, causing him to hit his head off the window, awake in no time.

"What the fuck was that for?" Matt groaned, rubbing the side of his head.

"Were here, go help Ryan find food." Andy spoke up, pointing to the gas station.

Matt smirked, opening the door. "Okay, don't do anything bad while I'm gone."

Andy rolled his eyes, letting out a small laugh. "Don't worry, nothings going to happen. Kyle's outside filling the truck with gas, I don't think to much will happen."

"Whatever." Matted chuckled, before slamming the door.

I leaned forward, connecting my lips with Andy's. the kiss was slow at first, but heated up a bit after a while. I slid my tongue across Andy's bottom lips, asking for entrance. Andy opened his mouth allowing me to slip my tongue in, soon feeling the texture of his tongue.

The driver seat door popped open, causing us to separate. "Hope I'm not interrupting anything." Kyle chuckled, closing the door behind him.

"Don't worry about it." Andy muttered, slipping his legs underneath me so that I was sitting on his lap.

I sighed, leaning back into Andy's chest. I starred out the windshield window, watching the beautiful trees. I sang along to the radio, drumming my fingers along to the beat.

"Blood brothers in desperation

An oath of silence for the voice of our generation

Whoa, how'd it get to be only me?

Like I'm the last damn kid still kicking

That still believes

I will defend the faith

Going down swinging

I will save the songs

That we can't stop singing"

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Song: Save Rock and Roll by Fall Out Boy (feat. Elton John)

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