THE BEGINNING OF DEATH - NITRO CIRCUS FAN FICTION

chapter 18

I lay in bed, my head against the softness of my pillow. I've been lying in this bed ever since this morning's incident. Andy left not too long ago, to go to the gas station a cross the street with Ryan, Matt, and Kyle.

Too be honest, I felt really depressed enough to not even go, let alone care.

I know, I was being a party pooper and everything negative, but can you blame me? Especially when she was experiencing her monthly swings, it's not time for such group activities to take place. My reasons were clear; emotions running wild to the point where conflicts started to dwell in my brain. Not to mention the pain that comes tagging along with the unforeseeable aspect all women get.

No, Jamie stop being so damn down! Think of happy things.

"I want ice cream" I whimpered. "With a chocolate flake and hundreds and thousands on it too-oh god, I'm being vacuumed from life!"

I groaned, holding my hands to the lower core of my stomach, rolling around until my body jerked to the wall. The pain was so unbearable to endure; these cramps are like seizing at my insides.

Groaning again, I gingerly sat up. "Maybe a shower would do me-oh lord!" I went back down immediately. Gosh, why does it have to happen to me now? I rarely ever have period pain before, and when I do they're easy to ignore. But this? This was like someone pressing tones of weight down on my pelvic area, twisting muscles in every jerk possible to the point where I just want to die.

Curse rags! Curse them to hell!

A flood of emotions came banging against my ribcage. With panted breathing, I look up at the pail ceiling, my eyes instantly starting to sting. A whimper from my throat as my chest heaved from the sound. My bottom lip trembled but no matter how hard I willed myself to stop this whole nonsense of my PMSing, it didn't will in my command.

"Andy" I cried, holding onto my stomach tighter. "Andy....."

"So what movies are we-shit!"

I looked over towards the door to find Andy and matt standing there.

"Where's the other two?" just as I asked that, my lower region decided to make itself known. I bit my down on my lower lip, clenching myself again before flopping back down on the mattress. "Oh my god, this is such a son of a bitch!"

"Uh, are you-? Matt started but got immediately cut off with my howling in pain.

Andy walked over to his suitcase and started digging through it. He grabbed a bottle of what looked like pills and brought them over.

"you left these at my house" he spoke, placing the bottle of pills in my hand.

I thanked him before unscrewing the lid and taking a pill. I popped the pill into my mouth and swallowed. I leaned over and placed the bottle on the bedside table. I once again cuddled up to my pillow and blanket.

"where are the others?" I asked when I noticed it was just Andy, Matt, and I.

"they went to get there stuff, they'll be here in a bit" andy muttered, sitting on the side of the bed. He rested his hand on my leg as he spoke. "you should go get cleaned up"

I nodded my head in agreement. I slowly sat up and threw the covers off of me. Not wanting to leave the bed, I slowly walked into the bathroom with a pair of pajamas. After washing my tear stained face I slipped into my fox onesie. I opened the door and walked back into the room. Lying on the beds were Andy, Ryan, Matt, Kyle, Brandon loupos, Christopher "beaver" Fleming, and Gavin Godfrey.

"WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY" i screamed, jumping onto the bed closes to me.

Andy grabbed my legs and pulled them out from under me, making me fall on my face. Everyone- including me- burst into laughter. I almost peed myself as Beaver rolled off of the bed, landing on the ground with a loud THUMP. Once everyone was calmed down we decided on what movie to watch.

"okay, I have Battle of the year, Battleship, Hansel and Gretal, the first time, red dawn, and....." Andy laughed as he read the name of the last movie. "this movie was voted by Jamie. Ben Ten: Alien Swarm"

Everybody's head snapped towards me with weird looks.

I raised an eyebrow. "what? It's a good movie"

"we are not watching that. Period." Kyle said with the most serious face I've seen from him.

"I say we watch Red Dawn" Ryan suggested and everyone agreed.

"I say we don't" I muttered.

Gavin laughed at me. "come on Jamie, it's a good movie"

I groaned. "fine"

Andy smiled and stood up from the bed. He walked over to the TV and turned it on. He placed the movie disk into the DVD player and pressed play. He grabbed the remote and walked back over to the bed, taking a seat next to me.

"is she always like this when she doesn't get her way" Brandon asked with a small laugh.

I glared at him.

"No, it's her time of the month" Andy replied, his eyes glued to the TV.

I gasped and starred at Andy in shock. "you did not just say that out loud!"

He looked up at me and burst into laughter, along with the rest of us. "oops, it most of slipped out"

"BULLSHIT" I screamed and tackled him off the bed.

I sat on top of him as I punched his chest over and over again. I couldn't help but laugh at him as he giggled like a school girl. I went for another punch but Andy ended up grabbing my hand. I still couldn't use my Right arm for anything so I was domed.

"let go!" I squealed, trying to pull away.

"guys if you don't mind, we're trying to watch a movie" Matt said with a hint of annoyance.

"Matt, don't ruin their moment" Kyle said, slapping Matt's shoulder.

"yeah Matt! We're having a moment" I said with a fake eye roll.

Andy laughed and shoved me off of him. "No we're not" Andy stood up and sat on the bed, leaving me on the ground.

"i guess I'll watch the movie down here" I sighed and grabbed a blanket.

About fifteen minutes into the movie I felt a presence beside me. I looked beside me to see a smiling Andy. I cuddled into his side and turned my attention back to the TV.

*

I was currently on the ground scrolling through my twitter feed while the boys watched battleship. I would occasionally laugh at some of the tweets from my friends. As I was scrolling up my eyes caught one of my friends tweets.

'@Mia_ok: aren't they just the cutest couple'

I clicked on the photo link and smiled when it popped up. I noticed right away that it was the photo Mia took of us when we were bridge jumping. We were standing in the middle of the bridge, all of the others staring at us with smiles. Andy had his arms wrapped around my legs lifting me into the air. I had my hands placed on the side of his cheeks and my lips on his. We were both smiling into the kiss as we couldn't contain our happiness.

"our lips are famous" I said as I passed Andy my phone.

He grabbed it and looked at the screen. A smile slowly appeared onto his face as he examined it. He let out a small laugh and handed it back to me.

"that day was really fun" he whispered, placing his head on my shoulder.

"yeah...." I trailed off.

I felt his lips peck my neck and then heard him whisper.

"I love you"