You watched as Ethan sat across from you, staring at some boy/girl in the distance.
So I heard you found somebody else
It hurt you, not being able to have that kind of connection with him. You loved Ethan more than anyone in this world.
But Ethan wasn't interested.
And at first I thought it was a lie
He didn't want to date you. He was afraid that it would ruin your friendship.
Anyways he was tired of being lonely. He wanted someone to call his. He wanted someone to love him.
Little did he know you were sitting right in front of him, and feeling the same way.
He ignored your talking and continued to stare at the pretty boy/girl. You were used to this.
I don't want your body but I hate to think about you with someday else
You stopped talking, which caused Ethan to look at you.
"Go, Ethan. Go talk to the pretty boy/girl who you've never seen in your entire life, who obviously seems to be more important than listening to your best friend." You said.
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
"You don't have to be mean about it. I don't freak out when you look at other girls/guys." Ethan said.
"That's because I don't." You said. Ethan sighed.
"Go talk to him/her, Ethan." You said softly, trying to hide your jealousy and disappointment. You stood up from the table and walked outside of the small restaurant.
You looked back into the restaurant seeing Ethan standing at the table, next to the pretty boy/girl.
His cheeks were a light shade of pink. He had a smile on his face.
It hurt seeing the love of your life with somebody else.
You walked to Ethan's car, standing by the door, waiting for him to come an unlock it.
You felt your eyes start to water. You blinked away the tears.
Your head started hurting, from holding in the tears. You began thinking about Ethan, with somebody else, as you let the tears fall down your cheeks.
You put your head in your hands as you quietly sobbed.
You heard the door to the restaurant open. Your head perked up as you seen Ethan waking out, with a big smile on his face. He was looking down at his phone.
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone and then leaving with somebody else
You quickly wiped away the tears and sniffled.
"I seriously think she's like the prettiest guy/girl I've ever seen." Ethan said.
Your heart shattered in a thousand pieces.
Come on baby, you said you'd find someone to take my place
Ethan unlocked the car door, and you quickly got in. You kept your head looking away from Ethan, not wanting him to see you cry.
"Are you okay? You've been quiet the entire ride home." Ethan asked. You shrugged your shoulders, not looking at Ethan.
"Hey look at me." He said softly turning your chin, making you look at him.
"I'm fine Ethan." You mumbled. "I was just thinking about something."
"Okay..." Ethan said, turning his eyes back onto the road, knowing you were lying.
•••
Two months later Ethan and the boy/girl from the small restaurant were dating.
Everyday you had to go through the pin of watching him kiss, and cuddle up next to him/her.
No, I don't want your body, but I'm picturing your body with somebody else.
"(random guys/girls name) is coming over later. Is that okay if he/she hangs with us?" Ethan asked you.
It was Friday. Friday's were when you and Ethan would watch movies and eat take out and just hang out at home. And now he was inviting his boy/girlfriend.
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
"Um, yeah I guess." You mumble.
"Is something wrong wrong with that?" Ethan asked furrowing his eye brows.
Yes you stupid bitch everything is wrong with that. (Literally me tho)
"Completely fine." You said turning around and rolling your eyes.
About thirty minutes into the movie Annabelle you'd had enough of watching (r/girl/guy/n) jump into Ethan's lap from 'being scared'.
This movie wasn't even very scary he/she was just over reacting.
You sat at the opposite end of the couch staring at the two of them. They were sharing a blanket and Ethan was shifting uncomfortably.
(R/girl/guys/n)'s hand was under the blanket.
You didn't even want to know what was happening. You started to get angry, not only that he/she was here but that he would allow him/her to do that in front of you.
You threw the remote down on the couch and stood up quickly.
"Could you guys get a damn room. Take your little slut somewhere else Ethan, I don't want to sit here and watch him/her give you a hand job."
You said and stomped upstairs to the bathroom.
You heard mumbled down stairs, followed by the front door closing.
Ethan probably left. Or course he would choose him/her.
You sat on the bathroom floor.
You decided that sitting on the floor and being sad over some boy was stupid. But Ethan wasn't just some boy.
You stood up from the bathroom floor and seen Ethan in the car with his new boyfriend/girlfriend.
You heard your phone go off and you stood up to see who it was.
Ethan: Thanks for being such a bitch
(y/n). For once I actually found someone who cares about me. Maybe you could be happy for me for once.
You felt tears start to form in your eyes.
Come on baby, you said you'd find someone to take my place
•••
Part two?😏
Why does that emoji describe me 24/7?
