Freya

Chapter 15 He's gone.

When me and Loki comes back to the castle Sif is standing and waiting for us. She gives us a worried look when she sees that it's only two and not three of us.

- Where is Thor??

I look at her thinking about how I should say it.

- He got banished because of he's behavior.

I say jumping down from my horse and walks to her with Loki right behind me.

- He got what??

- You heard right Sif, he is not here on Asgard he is somewhere out there.

- But he still have he's powers right?

Both me and Loki don't look her in the eyes and the silence tells her the different.

- The Allfather did take Thor's powers didn't he?

- He did take Thor's powers.

- And why didn't you do anything to stop him Freya??

I have never felling so angry in my life before as I do now. How in the Nine realms can she says something like this??

- I didn't wanted her to get banished to Sif, I can't bear knowing that Thor is out there, and I couldn't lose her to Sif. You would have done the same if it was you who stand behind.

Loki looks like he wants to cry and walks past us towards the castle.

- LOKI!!! WAIT, DON'T GO!!!!

But he doesn't hear or don't care that I'm calling for him.

"Oh Loki. Why is everything you do a burden for someone else?"

I turn and look at Sif with both anger and sadness in my eyes.

- Thanks Sif, do you think we would have had this conversation if Loki had let me stop father from banishing Thor? I wanted to change the past Sif, but Loki said that I would make things worst then it got and I didn't wanted to get banished to, you didn't see fathers face when he looked at me when I asked him what he was thinking with. I did and I never ever want to see that look again.

I say as I start to walk up the stairs feeling the tears threatening to fall again.

- I'm sorry Freya, I lost control of my feelings and didn't know how I would react on the news.

I stop in my tracks and turns slowly to face Sif angrier more then ever. I stops halfway though and look down on the stairs before I speak.

- You can say sorry now but it dosen't change anything of what just happened, learn to control your feelings then come back and say that you are sorry, now if you excuse me but I want to go inside and see how it is with Frandal and the others.

As I starts to walk again Sif stops me by getting ahold of my arm.

- Freya look at me.

- Why should I do that Sif??

Now I just have the heartbroken sadness in my voice and I just want to make myself invisible for the rest of my life.

- Just do it Freya. Please.

When I look at her I see that she looks sad and broken.

- I'm sorry that you have to see Thor get banished but I'm going to try to give it back to you. Alright?

- Alright, now can we go it's cold out here.

- Alright your majesty.

She say and gives me a smile.

- Your Majesty?? Thats new, don't stop using that. Now come on otherwise I will use my magic on you to get your sorry butt inside the castle.

At first she just looks at me with a shocked expression on her face then she runs back to the castle and the warmness with me just behind her.