Freya

Chapter 18 What have I done?

It's been I don't know three, four weeks now since Thor got banished and I still can't find him nor Frey. And even though it feels like I'm close, it just turns out that I'm really far away from them.

I have got so angry at myself lately that I have locked myself in my room and no one can come in with or without magic. I only go out to get food but I only do it after I have stopped the time then I go out. Why? I don't know actually, maybe I don't want to meet people or it just that I don't want to see Loki's disappointed face nor anyones disappointed face, that just makes me feel like I'm not trying hard enough but here's the problem;

IF I push myself to hard, my body will break down so much that I collapse and then I can be gone for like five weeks or something like that AND when I wake up I will be more disappointed at myself and push myself even harder which can lead to that my heart will stop beating and I will die.

Now you maybe wondering how I can know all this. Well I did look in to the future to see what would happen if I did push myself too hard. And no I don't want to die, well not yet, first I want to find Thor and Frey then I can die in peace or something like that.

Anyway enough of that, back to whats happening right now. Now I'm sitting in my room staring at my almost empty bookshelf trying to well you can guess.... Yes I'm trying to find Frey and Thor AGAIN. When there is a knock on the door.

- Freya?! Are you there?

- What do you think Frandal? Of course I'm here where else would I be?

- I know dumb question will get a dumb answer, anyway would you be so kind and open the door?

- *Sigh* Fine, but don't blame me if I don't listen to what you're talking about.

I say as I wave with my hand to break the spell I have put on the door, not even Loki can break the spell and thrust me he have tried I don't know how many times. But it always ends the same, Loki gets zapped with electricity. But don't worry it isn't so much its only so he can feel it for a couple of minutes and for three weeks or something like that, I don't want to be that cruel to anyone.

Anyway when Frandal hears the *klick* from the door he quickly opens it then almost slams it back behind him.

- Whats the rush? I have never seen you this frightened before, whats going on?

- I can't explain it, you have to see it with your own eyes.

Frandal doesn't even let me to think about it he just takes my hand and runs to the throne room. He stops outside and look at me.

- What you are about to see may be a little weird but don't panic I'm standing right behind you.

"Alright that just made me more terrified, whats going on?"

instead of showing my fear I nod and turn to the doors to open them. When I walk towards the throne I'm thinking why in the nine realms Frandal looked so scared? I mean nothing have changes he...

- Hello little sister.

"Wait what??"

Looking up at the throne sits no one else than Loki.

"Where is the Allfather?"

- Loki? What are you doing? Get down from there before father see you.

- Is that how you speak to your king?

"Wait? Did he just said king? No he must be joking. But on the other hand, where is mother and father? "

- What do you mean Loki? Where is father? And why do you have Gungnir in your hand? What is going on?!

- It's interesting that so many questions can come out from that little mouth of yours. But all of them can't get there answers here. Now come on mother wants to see you.

He takes my hand and takes me to Odin's and Frigga's room. On the bed lays the leader of the nine realms and it looks like he is sleeping with some kind of shield over him and mother sits on a chair next to him holding his hand.

- Mother, Freya is here now.

Loki say as he walks towards the bed. Mother looks up and a smile appears on her sad faces.

- Freya my child, I have missed you so much.

She say as she stands up and walk towards me with her arms opened.

- What have happened with father, mother? Is he hurt?

I say as I hug her not leaving my eyes from father.

- No no my child, he is just sleeping. Letting his body to recover. He's in his Odinsleep.

Mother says when she takes a couple of steps back from me so she can see all of me.

- For how long? When did the sleep started?

Now I'm more confused then ever. For how long have I been locked myself out from the outside world??

- Four days ago.

Loki says when he puts his arm around my shoulders.

- So you have been king for four days?

I say looking up on Loki with a confusing smile.

- Yes, I have.

- Wow, and all the time I have been in my room searching for Frey and Thor, what more have I missed?

- Not so much. Now can you stop being in your room for a while now? It's kinda empty here without you little sister. If you are going to say no then I'm going to say that you are not allowed to be in your room for more then just sleeping.

Loki says with a smile appearing on his face as he press my shoulders.

- Allright, I'll stay.

"But I'm never going to stop the search for you guys, where ever you are out there. Dead or alive, I will find you."