Dear diary, which twin am i falling for.. (WATTY AWARDS)

Chapter One

Ashleys POV

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I hurried down the stairs trying to be as quite as possible so i didnt wake my brother Stephan up. Stephan was the type of older brother that any little sister would die for, he protected me from anything and anyone. So when it come to him hopefully liking Matthew, as you guessed it, he didnt.

He said he was a 'worthless piece of shit, that treated me like crap.'

Thats when me and him started to grow apart, how dare he call my bestfriend that. I mean yeah, maybe i don't like the way he treats me sometimes but what do i excpect when hes one of the most popular boys at Camp-wood High, and i'm justa nobody. At least he finds time for me. right?

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'I'm coming' i sighed, whilst heading to the front door. Why did i have to have a bestfriend that is so impatient.

I put my hand on the door handle, when it hit me.. this is the first time i've seen him all weekend. My tummy started to do stupid flips, i rested my hand on it trying to make the nerves go away. I looked down at what i was wearing. I had my red silk shorts on, with a matching vest that clung to me nicely. It wasnt somthing i would us usually wear, but when Hannah said it would grab Matthews attention, i didnt have to think twice about buying it. But now i wasn't too sure..

i can do this, i thought to myself as i went to grab the door handle again. 

I slowly opened it and smiled confidently at the boy standing on the other side. His ocean blue eyes, were looking directly into mine as a smirk spread across his face. He was wearing a tight black top that clung to his abs perfectly, and showed off his toned arms. I couldnt help but stare down at them, gawping at the perfectness of them.

'Earth to Ash-ley!' i looked up, he still had the same grin plastered across his face. 'Well, i'm glad you like the top its erm..' he reached down and lifted it up abit, 'new'.

I looked away a little bit to fast, as i could feel the heat rising to my cheeks. Why did he have to do that. Get a grip Ashley, hes your bestfriend.

I turned to walk inside, it was 7:10, i only had about an hour to go and get ready. I thought i'd hear his footsteps behind me like i normally do, but i didnt. I stoped at the foot of the stairs and turned on my heels. 

He was still in the same place, outside the front door looking incredibly hot if i must say. Thats when i noticed that his eyes were roaming all over my body, and then straight up to my eyes. I smiled at him, WOO! maybe Hannah was right. He started walking towards me, but i couldnt understand his face expression, was it anger? I dont know i was conffused.

He stoped a few inches from me, 'what the hell Ashley!' he looked down at what i was wearing again, pausing slightly, intill looking back up at me. Yep, that was anger alright. 'What are you wearing?'

'I-I, ermm..' i looked down at the floor, as i could feel myself blushing. I felt stupid, but then i realised i had nothing to feel stupid about. I felt his hand gently touch my chin to slowly rise my head up, so that i was looking into those amazing blue eyes again. I smiled slightly at him, 'Hannah and i went shopping, and she said these looked okay on me'.

He laughed. 'Ashley.. i was only kidding with you.' ofcourse he was. I frowned slightly, while turning to walk back up the stairs to get ready. I felt his strong hand grip on to my wrist, tingles ran through my whole body. I looked back up at him and he looked back at me with a hint of guilt in his eyes.

'I just came here to tell you that i'm catching car with jake today.' He gave me a sweet smile that told me he was sorry, but i could already feel the anger and sadness build up inside of me. Breath Ashley breath.

'Ok' i smiled back at him, and pushed his hand of my wrist. 'I guess i'll see you after school or something?'

He gave me a odd look, 'Ash, im sorry. Its just jake wanted me to try out his new car with him. Its only for today i promise.'

Anger burnt up inside me again, did he excpect me to cry or something?

I heard Stephan moving around upstairs, Oh no i thought. Matthew shuffled uncomfortably.'I should go' he said. 
'Oh dont leave on my account' Stephan said confidently as he strutted down the stairs. He walked striaght past me and nudged in to Matthew. 'Oh sorry dude, didnt notice you there. Thought my sister might of realised how much better she is without you, by now' he smiled at Matthew and walked in to the kitchen. Matthew looked at the floor and scoffed. 'I'll see you ash' he looked at me with a regrettable smile as if to say 'why did i bother even coming in?' I couldnt believe he was really doing this, letting me go to school on my own. I know it sounds pathetic but these type of things really hurt when youve been this close to someone.

I hated going to school by myself. Someone always had to say something to me just because they knew i wouldnt retaliate. Matthew was like my body gaurd, he stuck up for me in situations like this. He obviously checked any of his mates werent around first which luckily for me has never been the case.  

I could feel the tears daring themselves to come out. I held them in. 'okay, seeya Matty' i said with a smile, i opened the door for him and stared at the pavement waiting for him to walk out. I took one last look as he walked down the path, hoping for him to turn round and smile. Nothing.

I slammed the door and ran upstairs. He didnt even notice me in these stupid new horrible p'js! I ragged them of with all the strength i had, but just ended up lying there on the floor, making even more tears spill out. Why would he? i thought. When its me wearing them. I looked down at myself, i felt like nothing compared to his other mates.

This will be the last time i cry over him, i told myself thinking daja vu. 

But this time i meant it.

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