Opposite

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Polar opposites ...
My mind divided ..
I questioned this statment in this mind i call a whirlpool ...
Bipolar ..
This word burned my tongue each time I tried to say it ..
I couldn't ..
I didn't believe i had this disease manefesting within me ..

I always took care of my mind
Why me ...
Why do I suffer
While others continue life ..
Why is my mind trapped in this battleground of emptiness and danger ..
Two polar opposites fighting over how I feel ...
How I think ..
How I act ..
Like a puppet on a string ..
Waiting for an emotion ..
No control over them..
Taken from me like the planets taken from the sky's. ..

Freedom lost amongst the cracks of my vicious mind ..

I don't no how to feel ..
Then again I have no say...

Do I ...


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